been really long since i last blogged..
no time is juz an excuse..every day im given 24hrs..
never a second less, its how i use my time..
obviously, alot of tings happened...
i attended 2 weddings last month...Alvin's & Tracy's...
was oso supposed to attend Cydney's wedding..
but dat day received a call dat my uncle is in critical condition...
it was a very shocking call dat send my mind blank...
i cldn't believe my ears dat my uncle may leave us anytime...
in the cab i couldn't hold my tears..memories flash back...
this uncle of mine doted my younger bro & me alot..
even after he had his own 2 kids..the 4 of us were pretty close back den..
unstoppable tears & time of worries with sadness..
but i thank God for the miracle..my uncle is actually better...
doc said he had low chance of gaining consciousness..
but he proved it wrong..he could now tok & eat..
however, the cancer cells are still in him..his liver is still damaged..
vulnerable to infection..he is still weak in movements/body.etc..
regardless, its really a miracle dat God has worked..
jumping out of the reality on daily happenings, alot of thots in mind..
it really cost nothing to say things...
so often pple say alot of tings, whether they mean it or not..
"说说而已, 又不会死" or "说而已嘛, 又不用给钱"..
an interesting fren told me to rem this advice:
"说的人没错, 听的人也没错, 是相信的人才有错"..
he didn't explain why is the fault on the one who believed..
i build my own explanation...
if there's no belief, there wun b hurt/disappointment/anger when the
words r juz empty saying...
如果是一耳进一耳出, 而不是把听的话当真, 放在心上..
den, i guess it would not matter much...
even when dat "下个礼拜" never cum to pass...
or when so many pple haf been to the places you were supposed to be brought to...
or when certain event is being missed & forgotten.etc..
就因为是相信的人的错, 所以说的人就可以理直气壮地发脾气吗..?
off the topic...
anyway, i almost forgotten laz month i celebrated my bday..
i actually didn't blog about it...
the next post i guess..so tired now.........
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