went Alexandra Village dere to have lunch...went to da bao these yummy ang gu kuays...
no crowd today, dun really have to queue super long like the other times...
*dao sa, yam, green tea n peanut......
n wat a coincidence i actually saw the guy fren again...but dis time i'm dressed quite alright n lookin quite fresh... =)
wats best is dis....one of his sms actually mentioned dat his mother-in-law said i'm very pretty...muahaha.. *victory*
was quite busy @ work..rushing month end report..trying to balance n get the correct charges....
n early morning i discovered how careless/blur i m...spend quite sum time on the issue.....hai hao the client was ok..at least so far communication over the email still seems pleasant....i really deserve a knock on my head...HAIZ......
@ 1st i thot it was who's bday today..end up it's actually next door colleague's baby one month..
dis is so diff frm the usual cakes received for one month babies...
its actually from CREATIVE....r pple getting richer?..
neway the cake is yummy........!!
n being classified as a big eater, my share is super big piece..
might not be able to c thru the pic, but juz imagine when Jenelle saw my piece of cake, she asked if im starving and laughed...
n after the cake i was given Twisties...
felt like i was in sum kind of eating marathon...
unfortunately the PRIZE is juz getting more fats......
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slpt really early last nite..11+pm..doze off while tinkin wat to do...
neway, nuting much frm my uncle yest..juz plain old catchin up again....
i duno when or how i got my finger dis mess yesterday..was it when i was helping my colleagues with the paper jam @ the copier machine...?
only know i felt the pain, den saw the blood..
it bleed quite abit than usual..oreadi tried to stop the bleedin with tissue b4 puttin the plaster..but it still soak thru...
after bathin, it bleed again...my mum help me wif antiseptic cream & new plaster..so nice...... =)
but dis mornin when i wake up, again........
irritated..n it hurts..but now much better oreadi...
Of us 4, Bao Yun usually cum out laz when we go toilet..
today we splashed water into her cubicle...n we were so lame, we act its not us..but its so damn obvious lor.....haha...
den b4 she came out, we went to hide @ the corridor....we purposely hid opp frm the direction headin toward our office, tinkin she wld miss us out..
its childish but fun..n dere r pple who really didn't notice us..of cos those dat saw us muz b tinkin wat the 3 weirdos r doin, standin in one line behind the pipe....
who knows, she spotted us as if sum1 told her we were dere...! she came with her hands on her hip n grinning..does Charlie really know her angels so well?.........
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was kinda bz @ office...almost spend the whole day laminating n binding the standards...tmr mornin goin to HI Atrium to pass them to the trainer...10 copies...! its HEAVY................. !
after work went to find my uncle @ his pasa malam stall wif my bro...nearby my hse area...
he only asked abt recent condition @ my family..my current updates....etc..
but is dere still sumting else he wana say?...
hmm..i have no idea...but he asked me to find him again tmr..shall see den..
met dis nice bus driver on the way to find my uncle..
due to the sudden heavy rain, my bro n i decided to juz pop into the cumin bus <179> to get a stop nearer...
den i realize my Ez-link has no more value...n I'm short of 10 cent...
my bro asked to change for coins but no one respond....so mean lor..!!
i was wondering wat to do when the driver told me to juz throw in watever i have in hand..he didn't even ask how much i have..
so nice....!
its a happy day for me.... =)
received sms from TX (=Tian Xin)..recently i thot i lost contact wif him again..cos cldn't seem to reach him..
but..he's still here..... ^.^
juz dat he has been flyin ard..doin his business....dats y...
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-- 18th [FRI] --
i left my hp on my bed..so helpless n uneasy w/o it...hate it when i 4get my phone..
went IMM for lunch..den i did sumting i really should not do....i bought a top!!! argghh..!
though its only like ard $26 but....IM NOT SUPPOSE TO SHOP!!!!!! as usual i juz cldnt resist...
was hesitating abt goin to Dragonfly..fell aslp while smsing..
woke up @ 9+pm by a msg frm Evelyn asking if im cuming..den i was so blur, i thot its 9+AM the next day (by rite Sat oso dun need work lar), n dat i was super late for work..den i panicked n wonder y my parents didn't wake me up..
den i happen to turn towards my window..n the sky is so damn dark...den i realise...its still Fri nite...
in the end i went..but mainly i was wif Melvin & Raymond rather than my colleagues..cos most of them were oreadi kinda high when i reach n they all left @ 1+am..
club till 4+am..den Raymond send me back..
i love Guinness Draught...but if direct from the can its not so nice..surge it with the machine wld be nicer...but the best is by the tap, but hard to find..
-- 19th [SAT] --
woke up thrice..i thot i slpt for a very long time...i muz be mad...9+am..1+pm..3+pm........
met Bon in town..i was ard 45 min late..haha...bad habit of mine...
walk ard n eat...she wanted to eat gd food..and dis is wat we had............
haha...Bento sets from Tori-Q....cos everywhere were packed and having queue..actually even Tori-Q is packed..we had our food at the open space in btn Paragon & Lucky plaza...
kinda pathetic..haha...
after awhile more of shoppin, i left for Butter...i only bought this moisturizer that Bon recommended..no other unnecessary items...
was statoned @ VIP station..not much crowd..most prob due to Zouk's anniversary...kinda boring, dere were 4 staff including me @ dat station...later became 5 lor..haha..
but hai hao the music was nice...Jose played sum 'games' with me to kill sum time...haha...
Justine kept sayin im cute, like a little gal when i was helpin her with the closing...so paiseh...sumore im older than her, so kinda weird she sees me as a small gal...
alot of lame jokes n squabbling : Siti + me VS owen...
-- 20th [SUN] --
was suppose to find my uncle today..but woke up kinda late n suppose to go facial with my bro..
so will only be goin to find him tmr..he says its being sum time since he last saw me n he got stuff to tok to me abt..i wonder wat is it..
though he is in a jokin tone but still...i cant help but feel a little uneasy.......wld it be abt $$..?
i hope not..hate dis sensitive issue.....
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Finally completed 'Prime Suspect' last nite...been playin it on and off...
been kinda busy @ work these few days...rushing to prepare materials..
due to a little forgetfulness..plus time 'wasted' from leave taken laz week & MC on Mon..n some editing to do for the materials given to me..
i was actually alittle pissed during the preparation...but its already over so forget about it..
juz nw went PS to watch Three Kingdoms wif Melvin..the show is nice, i like...Andy Lau damn cool & shuai inside (real life oso lar)...the war/fighting part are quite gd..not those super messy sand flying all over, u duno who killin who type..
Melvin bought dis bag for me..liddat might look kinda plain and all, its much nicer when carried... =)
love checkers...!! the other time Bon was sayin me for lookin at checkered tops when i oreadi haf similar ones...but i juz cldn't resist checkin them out.. =P
oh ya..i need to lose sum weight...getting fatter n further away frm my ideal weight........
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juz now went snuggling into my mum's arms..
being held n hug by her...listening to the radio....the moment is irreplaceable..
so comfy...so perfect..except she kept askin me to go eat my med cos she insist im still running a fever...
b4 i 4get again..caught Definitely, Maybe wif my bro on Sunday...i quite like the movie, although im a little puzzled on how parts of the movie/storyline runs..but doesn't matter, after all its juz a movie...
neway today on my way hm, saw Valerie in the train...
still rem laz yr when she saw me, i cldnt recognize her n even worst, when she told me her name i still cldnt recall who she is.....!! so damn paiseh...she had to prompt me n tell me more details on who she is...
den only after awhile of squeezing my brain cells, den i rem she had a sister..who looks quite like her..well, at least not so bad...
n today i recognize her n rem her name...! =)
casual chatting..n she mentioned of an incident dat left her a very deep impression..characters were a guy fren of ours, she, me n stranger..stranger tried to pick me up, guy fren acted as my bf, but i blur blur said he's not..i didnt ask abt the endin though, but most prob the pick up is unsuccessful..
the main ting is...i tried hard to recall....BLANK....
it feels so unreal...when n where did it happen...? how cum the 3 of us were together?..blahblahblah...
totally...cant remember...at all...............
the other day my bro was juz askin me to store our hse number in my hp..told him i can rem, nt necessary...but he doubt so, he says one day i may juz forget our hse number...!
hmm...if i really forget..den i guess its juz a matter of time i forget my address oso..so muz i write it sumwhere...? but most prob i will forget where i wrote it...or even the fact dat i haf written it dwn..
tsk.....wat to do........
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juz woke up n had my dinner cum lunch?...slpt for ard 9+ hr after my medication..
on MC today...
left eye irritation/reddish, sore throat n cough...
lookin @ all these totally sianz half..the thot n sight of antibiotics even worst...
still tinkin m i gonna complete them...HAIZ.........
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walkin the same pathway...looking at the same surroundings as the other time...i wondered, is dere any diff w/o u walkin beside...
yes, dere is...but cant do aniting abt it....
neway...Fri noon went for farewell lunch for Jean..didnt tk pics of the food...busy eating..n was busy been asked to eat...any dish dat has leftover, surely u will hear sum1 askin me to finish up...dey oreadi stamp me as the big eater....but sumtimes i really dun eat dat much..i juz occasionally eat alot...
haf not been tinkin rite these few days..zapping the wrong papers, banging the door for sum1 to open up when i actually brought the keys, etc..........totally misplaced my brain sumwhere...
went for my Mei Rong class after work...signed up last year thru my ex-colleagues' recommendation..4 lessons n i only went for the 1st...hai hao can make up for the rest though its been so long ago matter...$$ nt wasted... =)i quite like dis lesson...learning abt gua sha...eyebrow trimming oso not bad, but i agar agar oreadi know..was in rush for work @ Butter, so i didnt stay to let the teacher shape the eyebrow..cos she's only gonna do one side n the other u gotta try urself..cant possibly leave wif unbalanced eyebrows...
grab sum food @ BK and off to butter...damn tired dat nite..slpt in the transport all the way..
met dis new gal Justine..same station as me...actually she came last week, but as the usual me, i dun tok to pple i duno...she's 19/20 i guess but she said i look like a small gal..mayb bcos she's taller than me?... *my bro said its not hard to b taller than me!!!! >.<
cldnt pig the next day...woke up @ ard 12pm..prepared n headed to Bao Yun's hse...potato chips..cup noodle (so damn long since i last ate cup/instant noodles)..relaxin on the sofa n we watched Water Horse..
after dat, picked up Yap and we went for the BBQ @ Yuping's sis condo..as planned, Bao Yun n i went for a swim 1st...Sonia was already in the pool..
damn shiok..its been 9/10 years since i last swam...den its sauna time....!!didnt eat much during the BBQ...cos i was kinda tired by then..n my throat is damn pain...been experiencing the pain for afew days, even when i yawn...
Amanda's son.Angus.6 yrs old.totally irresistible.so gd looking in the boyish way.i wish i was 6 too.
Sat was Butter's anniversary..nt sure which yr, tink 2nd?...alot of mascot..
mcdonald milkshake, fries, donald duck, barney, minnie mouse, buttercup, little red riding hood.etc....
n its DAMN PACKED..!!!! super duper hard to move around..really squeeeeeeeze ur way thru..i was stationed at the Art Bar..
den dere was dis grp of caucasians...at first it was juz frenly kind of fun..normal chatting (1 of them even speak Chinese to me), pullin me in in their little circle of dance.etc...
den they went over frenly....
dere's once i was walkin pass again, 1 of them hug me frm behind...! Owen saw n pulled away the guy's hand, he didnt let go till after afew secs...den they were exchanging looks..so scary...
after dat....when i walk pass again...2 of them grab my face n gave me a kiss each on my cheeks....
yest was Chris' laz day @ Butter..after closing, he told me i looked like a cat...i oreadi lost count of the number of pple who said i look like a cat...he said he has been wantin to tell me dis since the 1st day he saw me...
i was askin was it the shape of my eyes when i smile..he said he cant exactly say which part, juz dat i look like a cat.. -.-''' den Justine said she tink its my mouth..so does it implies she agreed i look like one oso?..
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im sick AGAIN..........arghhhh.....
im seldom sick...but since the end of 2007 till now, i have been sick quite often...wth......HAIZ..
fever + migraine + body aching like hell...
have been slpin for damn long till 5+pm...only woke up in btn to have my med n sum bread..cldnt drag myself to the doc..JP suddenly seems so far for me..
gotta tk leave for today...sianz...
tmr die die oso muz go work...got stuff to do...all the stupid virus betta go away........
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i felt like.......
scolding sum1 dat i dislike........BUT i cant find aniting to scold anyone abt...
leaving Singapore for a period of time..mayb a couple of mths...or a yr..or even for afew yrs....mayb to Taiwan...BUT no $..
quitting my job...BUT for no reason n no one to support my living...
suddenly i kinda missed him (=Zun)..exchanging afew really short msgs dis afternoon...
one of his msgs asked 'how r u'...3 words dat sound so wrong...so distant...
didnt we juz met afew days back.............
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Juz nw went Bt Timah to eat with Bon...actually i haf already taken dinner plus a slice of cake @ hm..but i still went..had the fried udon..damn full after dat...i haf a pic of Bon, damn funi de..but i shall hold it 1st..c when den i publish it out..hahaha...
Bon kept sayin im becumin more and more man....m i?..
neway juz nw 1 of our sec sch fren Sumiko saw me..i was kinda surprise she spot me out in the dark, sumore i was wearin a cap...den i did sumting real dumb..after sayin hi, instead of askin abt hows tings goin on for her,i asked "did u c Bonita?" ...den i saw Bon, said bye and walk off...
she muz b tinkin im the weirdest n most unfrenly ex-classmate she ever had...
on n off, i wld juz haf sudden thots of the words he (=Zun) said dat nite...it makes me happy...he said it out unintentionally..but be it said out of a man's ego or sumwhere true frm his heart...its the kind of words dat r truly sweet to my ears...but he doesnt know...
i alwaz thot other than K (=Kid), i wun put my face aside n say/ask tings dat i usually wun..i alwaz believe guys shld be more initiative..to make the move...but for K, i gotta behave like a guy @ times...dats when i'll tell myself, face is lost but at least i did my part..i try to fight for wat i wan...though the ending is nt up to me..
but after wat he said, i decided he's another guy im willin to put my face aside..den i started to tink back abt our break up..actually it was partly caused by me...it was all for the pride...HAIZ..........
aniway...sumting i muz really voice out...a man shld b like a man...i seriously cant stand man who behaves like a gal in order to please or get attention...
i m not a man..nor m i a lesbian..so i dun need another 'gal' to revolve ard me..
know the limit to give in...know where to draw ur own line..be firm..im not alwaz rite...giving in all the way even when i didnt ask for it juz make me feel/see how weak u r..n its a total turn off..NEVER a plus point...
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its 'on mission' day yest..which actually means to wear the same watch..haha..very sec sch tingy, but its fun..and all those silly jokes abt the watch as a tool for Charlie to communicate with the Angels..
how wu liao can we get....?i guess very.......haha...
didnt realise the 3 of us make up the traffic light colours..
Bao Yun said we left her out..so here it goes..'the traffic police & the traffic lights'..
7 of us took cab to Ikea for lunch...i had fish in chive sauce if i rem the name correctly...yumyum...! very nice....i was busy eating, so explain the pic being a little disgusting..den of cos the chix wing...
Jenelle and Gina got cakes to share for dessert....damn shiok....missing the meatballs though..no one ordered....
den we did alittle window shopping..nuting much though due to the renovation tingy..by the time we reach office, its almost 3pm..!!
Annie cldnt finish her chix wing....den 4got who suggested to pack it into the cheesecake box..damn funi..the next table were actually lookin at us..but we heck n laugh abt it...looks like puttin the wing into a coffin after tearin it apart...
so tired yest...cos only took a very short nap..all becos of the 9pm show Yi fang ban ting yi shui gang, laz episode le..overall the episode alittle sad, alittle touching...but damn sweet for ding yi & xiu ming.... =)
got alittle angry @ Nick laz nite..i shldnt be but duno y i got kinda agitated..i was goin to b late for Butter, so he suggested pickin me up @ Outram..
but as confusing as expected, we were @ diff exits..cant locate....until after awhile when i was abt to tk cab den found a common area to pick me up..
he was sry for the confusion...den i felt kinda bad, he was runnin ard diff exits lookin for me..n his motive in the first place was to help me get to work in time...i haf no rite to b angry at all...wth is wrong wif me...!
neway..end up we were both late.....
was stationed @ VIP..crowded n hard to move ard as usual....but overall was ok..kept havin war of mouth wif Chris..next week he gonna leave Butter..kinda sad, but he has better n more important ting to do...
hhmmm..i found one more person i dislike @ work..YUCKS.....!
Chris asked me abt K (=Kid)..y isnt he at work..told him he might be quitting but nt sure..unexpectedly, Chris reply 'u duno meh..isn't he ur bf?'...den after dat, i-4get-his-name asked me if K is really leaving..n went on to comment dat K is leaving, den i still wan work here meh?....
since when did K becum my bf again...?n, even if he really quits, doesnt mean i gotta go along...$$ wun drop frm the sky..otherwise i wld haf left long ago...
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juz went to Bukit Timah area for dinner with Nick..and a little chit chat @ my hse area...
yest went to watch The Leap Years @ Vivo with Melvin...the movie let me tink thru certain stuff...
after the show, went boat quay to eat..n off to KTV pub...only had 2 jugs of beer, but damn bloated....
left @ 1+am...
only slpt at 4+am..so i was kinda stone in office..and so damn lazy in the morning, i was tinkin of takin MC/leave....but i didnt lar...threw myself into the cab and wasted ard $20... >.<
sumtimes i juz wan a shoulder to lean on...but not say wats bothering me...i know wats the problem, n usually i oso have the possible solutions...but juz wan sum1 to be dere..
i was glad he Zun was dere for me to lean on and the silly jokes to make me laugh.....n unexpectedly, it wasn't awkward at all...
neway laz nite i finally had the courage to msg K (=Kid) n asked him the qn i haf wanted to ask...he didnt reply till dis afternoon when i sms him again..
his reply is no answer at all...but frm dere, i self-derived an answer..
perhaps its time to put a fullstop to it....
how many 5 yrs can be given in exchange for commitment..? it can be countless numbers of 5 yrs...or even infinity..
commitment will neva b dere unless u choose it...n hold it deep into ur heart...
everyting will be fine...
wat didnt kill me will only make me stronger....
i truly believe in dat.........
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laz nite ard 2+am i woke up coughing...
cough till i vomit out my mutton soup....
den dis morning woke up with gastric pain......WTH.......
took half day leave....
3 out of 4 colleagues were askin if im PREGNANT .. -.-''' den all the jokes abt getting condom for me...
Annie was 1 of the 3 pple..n i didnt realise so until i recall her words at a later time....
@ 1st she was tellin me to see the doc again..in case its sum problem with my intestines...den following she said, if its really (point to her tummy), its ok...very common, she will help me....
so i juz nod my head..den after dat i realise she's pregnant..so when she pointed to her tummy juz now...she's actually trying to say if im pregnant (no longer on topic of intestine)......
i wonder if she misunderstood dat i actually did sumting i shldnt do...cos i nodded my head in agreement..
i am NOT PREGNANT....BU KE NENG lor...! plsssssss........
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*dao sa, yam, green tea n peanut......
@ 1st i thot it was who's bday today..end up it's actually next door colleague's baby one month..
n being classified as a big eater, my share is super big piece..
felt like i was in sum kind of eating marathon...
Juz now went Tiong Bahru Plaza wif my bro..Facial was postponed to tmr due to insufficient room..so we did a little shopping and dinner...
But the service not very gd...the staff were inexperience n unattentive...
mine (sum seafood pasta) was ok........n the calm chowder & root beer floats (if the floats r nt nice, dere muz be sumting sooo wrong) r nice........
BUT my bro totally dislike the fisherman's rice he ordered..he didn't even finish it..!!
I finally bought my samsung mp3..!! its on promo..$299 for 4GB...n today's the last day... so...how cld i say no..?!
im super happy..but...im gonna really PAY for it..gonna be so damn broke for the month of May... 
was planning to slp for super long on Sat den juz go straight for work @ Butter..
i duno when or how i got my finger dis mess yesterday..was it when i was helping my colleagues with the paper jam @ the copier machine...?
irritated..n it hurts..but now much better oreadi...
Of us 4, Bao Yun usually cum out laz when we go toilet..
i love Guinness Draught...but if direct from the can its not so nice..surge it with the machine wld be nicer...but the best is by the tap, but hard to find..
was statoned @ VIP station..not much crowd..most prob due to Zouk's anniversary...kinda boring, dere were 4 staff including me @ dat station...later became 5 lor..haha..
Finally completed 'Prime Suspect' last nite...been playin it on and off...
Melvin bought dis bag for me..liddat might look kinda plain and all, its much nicer when carried... =)
juz now went snuggling into my mum's arms..
lookin @ all these totally sianz half..the thot n sight of antibiotics even worst...
walkin the same pathway...looking at the same surroundings as the other time...i wondered, is dere any diff w/o u walkin beside...
yes, dere is...but cant do aniting abt it....
neway...Fri noon went for farewell lunch for Jean..didnt tk pics of the food...busy eating..n was busy been asked to eat...any dish dat has leftover, surely u will hear sum1 askin me to finish up...dey oreadi stamp me as the big eater....but sumtimes i really dun eat dat much..i juz occasionally eat alot...
Amanda's son.Angus.6 yrs old.totally irresistible.so gd looking in the boyish way.i wish i was 6 too.
yest was Chris' laz day @ Butter..after closing, he told me i looked like a cat...i oreadi lost count of the number of pple who said i look like a cat...he said he has been wantin to tell me dis since the 1st day he saw me...
im sick AGAIN..........arghhhh.....
i felt like.......
Juz nw went Bt Timah to eat with Bon...actually i haf already taken dinner plus a slice of cake @ hm..but i still went..had the fried udon..damn full after dat...i haf a pic of Bon, damn funi de..but i shall hold it 1st..c when den i publish it out..hahaha...
aniway...sumting i muz really voice out...a man shld b like a man...i seriously cant stand man who behaves like a gal in order to please or get attention...
its 'on mission' day yest..which actually means to wear the same watch..haha..very sec sch tingy, but its fun..and all those silly jokes abt the watch as a tool for Charlie to communicate with the Angels..
didnt realise the 3 of us make up the traffic light colours..
Bao Yun said we left her out..so here it goes..'the traffic police & the traffic lights'..
7 of us took cab to Ikea for lunch...i had fish in chive sauce if i rem the name correctly...yumyum...! very nice....i was busy eating, so explain the pic being a little disgusting..den of cos the chix wing...
Annie cldnt finish her chix wing....den 4got who suggested to pack it into the cheesecake box..damn funi..the next table were actually lookin at us..but we heck n laugh abt it...looks like puttin the wing into a coffin after tearin it apart...
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