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Vanishing thots @ Friday, May 28, 2010 | back to top

met Bon earlier on juz now...
weather was killin us..& perhaps alot other pple..

i got my X'mas pressie part 2..! a set of earphones.. =)
oreadi 4gotten abt it..dis is not very late compared to my bday pressie..
hope Bon wun really pass me on dis yr bday..lolz..

neway we went town..walked ard till our legs ache..
den continue our chit chat while relaxin @ TCC..

den i went to meet Dennis (my new AIA servicing insurance agent)..
explain my policies again & help on my CPF investment tingy..
plus sum chit chat..end up everyting was abt 3hrs..?! abit surprise..

Eric got me dis Hello Kitty..!! i was damn surprised..!
i'll alwaz steal afew glance @ it when i walk pass the shop @ JP..
super love it..though my bed space is gettin smaller.. =b

take a closer look @ the buttons..so cute & nice...

i duno when he bought it..but i didnt meet him till yest..
so he kept it @ his camp till then..imagine all the teasing..
dis is really a very great surprise... =)

we caught Shrek Forever After..its very funi..
& surprisingly i cried..! didn't expect sad & touching moments..
so it's very nice..!!!

hmm..i still owe entries/pics for SHE & Xiao Zhu's concert..
i will rem...but for now..its time to sleep..............

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Vanishing thots @ Tuesday, May 25, 2010 | back to top

i 4got to blog abt sumting..
sun when i was on the way to Jenelle's hse...
dere's dis 30+ yr old guy who followed me for a min or 2..?
i was on my mp3..didn't realise until awhile when i turn ard..
damn scary...he asked for my number..
of cos i walked off quickly after sayin 不可以..

neway im super glad the PMS presentation is over..!
we were the 1st group to present & im the laz speaker..
was damn nervous b4 startin & took awhile to cool down after endin..
Celeste & Jenelle said cldn't tell i was nervous..

the 4 of us went for dinner @ Xin Wang as sum sort of celebration..

really happy when a classmate came to me b4 leavin..
he said he like my conclusion..
deres a sense of satisfaction..cos i thot of the conclusion myself..
& it shows dat pple r listening when im presentin... =)

neway my anger meter was damn high yest..
its actually continuation frm sun nite..
i cldnt exactly describe how angry i am...
its an un4gettable kind of anger...?

hmm..got a bad news at hm...
i duno wat to say..dis entry has no flow..
one moment im extremely angry..next im nervous..
den im happy...& now..i've got no feelings..
i juz wana write sumting..

老天是要看我有多强吗..?

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Vanishing thots @ Sunday, May 23, 2010 | back to top

spend the whole day @ jenelle's hse doin proj..
tmr after work gotta meet & rehearse again..
we exceed the 10min time line.. -_- zZz

im soooo damn tired..
but im pissed over sumting..feelin the gastric again..
sumtimes i juz wonder if it will kill to say....
mayb i should start to find it difficult to do so too...

neway yest was a hectic day...
went to collect my passport...den home to work on my slides...
den off to meet Bon...so sorry im terribly late..
she had to wait in the office for me..

after ramen @ 313...off we head to Xiao Zhu's concert..!!!
& as promise, 小猪的演唱会好看惨了 !!!
those who went will know wat's goin on.. =b

shall upload the pics ASAP..probably after my project is over..
den i shall haf sum comments on the concert...
won't tk too long.....i hope...

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Vanishing thots @ Wednesday, May 19, 2010 | back to top

as random as i bought these Hello Kitty stuff..
yest i juz walked in to haf a tok wif my lady boss..
can classify as personal-work-related issue..?
either i grew brave or sumting went wrong in my head..
totally sumting i haf never done b4...

neway..such a great relief after submittin the PDA yest..
done with 50% of the module.. =)

went PastaMania for dinner after dat..
dere's Bao Yun, Jenelle, her Eric, Celeste, Peter & Albert..
Bao Yun waited for us @ PS while the rez of us were @ sch..

suppose to b project discussion (Jenelle, her Eric, Celeste & me) after eatin..
end up enjoyin Ben & Jerry's only.. =b

erm..followin are for the past week +..

visited my uncle on Mon...i cldnt find Dover Park Hospice..!
no one including the SMRT staff @ Novena knws where it is..
one lady dat i asked even told me Dover is very far frm here.. -.-

in the end called my cousin for help..so happen she was ard..
drove me in..& so happen again saw another uncle & a auntie dere..
the auntie is a gd fren of my uncles & dad..?
they were leavin..but decided to wait & walk me back to MRT station..
its actually pretty dark n quiet to b walkin alone...

my uncle's condition is nt so gd..though he looks betta..
he's dependin on dis machine to aid his throat in breathin..

proj discussion on sun..follow by dinner @ AMK Hub..
Eric & his sis havin belated mothers' day dinner treat..

caught Robin Hood wif Eric..not bad, but nt as nice as I expected...
tried Wendy's...oso not as nice as i thot...

den was on MC for 2 days...gastric pain again...
i haf got new..& stronger med..
i muz haf looked very pale dat day..
the doc was very worried..took my weight..pulled my eyelids to c..

ok..i cant tink anymore..
super duper slpy.....

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Vanishing thots @ Sunday, May 09, 2010 | back to top

day cums..night passes..
im still blinkin..breathin..eatin..walkin..blahblah...
today is Mother's day..n i love my mum..
though she makes me angry/upset at times...

nothing much have changed in life..
at least dis is wat it appears to be....
my headaches r gone..less heavy breathin..
i juz haf to tink less..& everyting will b fine..i guess...

yest was a pretty tiring day..
1st off to sch for tutorial...den to NUH to visit my uncle..
he looks so tired n weak..
& the way his face twitches when he slps..looks like he doesn't slp well..

den went meet Eric..caught The Back-up Plan..
erm..not bad..pretty funi...but not much storyline...

ohh..i 4got to share dat i caught The Curse of Niyang Rapik laz Mon..
to b frank, i didnt know it was a Malay movie..
got free sneak preview tix..i thot the poster was scary..
but dere's subtitle..so not so bad..
overall the movie was ok...but not as scary as i thot...

im so slpy..shld b slpin earlier tonite.....

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Vanishing thots @ Friday, May 07, 2010 | back to top

time neva stops...it juz keep goin..
in fact at times i mention of how fast time flies..

now..i juz wish to haf the chance to say how slow time passes..
I'll b more than happy to do such comment...

not afraid of turning 25...
juz afraid of losing my dearest uncle..

3 months or less..我不想倒数..

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Vanishing thots @ Wednesday, May 05, 2010 | back to top

ice cream is a mood lifter..
when im happy, eatin ice cream makes me happier..
so sumtimes when im down..i eat ice cream...

今天我非常不开心..i had to haf a tub of Ben & Jerry's..
Surian drove me to get the ice cream b4 sendin me hm..
but he didnt know im not happy..

life is juz so funi..i was so happy on fri abt jay's concert..
juz afew days..& shit happens..
28 Oct 07, i wrote dis:
"i had always believe or feel dat i cant be too happy at any part of my life..its like whenever i feel really happy or everything is going very smoothly, den surely sumting bad/unhappy will happen.."
wat more can i say..

yest my cousin called to say my uncle is in the hosp again....
dere's fluid in his lungs..
left class & cab dwn to c him...

he had a bad bruise on his right eye..
fell abt 3 times the past week..?
he told me he feels dizzy at times..so he fell..
the ting is when he falls, he didnt know he fell..

his treatment ended on 28/04..suppose to know results on 13/05..
& now..the doc says dere's fluid in his lungs..
dis is a very bad sign isn't it?...
i juz feel so lost all of a sudden...

dat time was my exam period when i heard abt my uncle's cancer..

now..im in the midst of havin to do an assignment due on 18th..
50% of my grade..plus a grp presentation on 25th, the other 50%..
plus work still goes on..

but i really really dun feel like doin anything...
i feel so tired..
n im afraid to go c my uncle..im an ostrich..

P.S. It's San's Birthday today...oreadi send my wishes to her..

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Vanishing thots @ Sunday, May 02, 2010 | back to top

i was DAMN HAPPY on Fri when i received the call from Scorpio East..
Jay will be havin an additional show..! i was high up to the sky hearin dat..!
went straight to Sistic to see after the call..still yet to announce..
quickly shared the news wif Jenelle, Gina & San.. =)

im so glad i didnt gif up hope..& now i can haf CAT 1 tix..heez..
but gotta find pple to buy my CAT 4 tix..helpin San on her CAT 2 tix too..
we r selling original price..no profit gain in mind..

neway i haf caught Ip Man 2 laz Wed & Iron Man 2 yest..
Iron Man 2 is not bad, pretty funi..
but Ip Man 2 is nicer..its oso funi..& the storyline is more exciting..
plus 甄子丹 is so man, so cool...

today went eric's grandma's place..
sum sort of belated bday dinner for his aunt & cousin..
but i didnt eat much though..
kinda full frm eating the linguine eric cooked for lunch.. =b

alrite..im damn slpy now..brain shuttin dwn..zZzz

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