met up wif Jean @ JP earlier on....
it was a great catch up time..lots of laughter..
really been long since we last met...
but it wasn't such a great day b4 dat..
i cried in front of Mark when we were in the midst of discussion..
its not those kind of "i-cant-stop-cryin"..but more of tears goin to flow out kind..
so embarrassing when he offered me tissue...!
it wasn't the unapproved claim dat i was upset abt...
juz @ dat split second..i felt everyting was so sucky...
caught Friday the 13th yest...
it was gross....& scary in the sense u duno when he's gonna jump out & kill...
i didn't expect to c naked women though...
den....stuff happen..& my nite was filled with tears...
wat happen to ..?!
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caught Taken wif Eric on fri...
its a VERY nice action movie of fatherly love...
kinda violent but dats wat makes it cool i guess...
hmm...ups & downs..gd & bad times...
watever haf happened we can neva change..
the r/s build wif Eric turned old yest....
everyone has their own tinkin...
so at times its hard to cum to the same agreement..
but i hope no matter wat....
the same frequency will alwaz be dere...
& the view of the picture will stay the same...
at the end of the day...
words dat r unspoken will sumhow be understood....
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today Gina asked me a question dat kinda shocked me...
she said it was pretty obvious, she could tell...
i thot nobody knows...unless i say out....
no wonder Bon says im slow in sensing dis kind of stuff.....
neway it was an unsuccessful day to meet Bon again..
@ 1st she asked to meet...i didn't want to...
but i changed my mind after she offered to meet @ JP...
BUT in the end she cldn't make it...
haiz...im frustrated over $$ issue..
& other than dat...im actually not happy today...i duno wat exactly im unhappy abt...
i make funi comments...i make pple laugh...
but deep inside im very unhappy...i duno y im so emo today....
i juz feel like crying.....
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juz went facial with Mei Ting earlier on...
kinda "again so soon"...? but...it's ok...
as long its beneficial...
the next trip will b 2 weeks later though...
everyting was fine and well today.....
until i witness irresponsibility....
irresponsible pple really gets me on my nerve...
i get so pissed off, it felt like i can NEVER EVER cool down...
but of cos...dats a little exaggerating in the description...
worst is the disappointment u feel when the person is sum1 close to ur heart...
haiz....
im super no mood now..
quick idea of past few days:
- yest: watched Handsome Suit wif Eric, a pretty funi movie..
- nuting much on mon...
- sun: celebration of eric's aunt b'day...
HAIZ.........................
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im broke now..haf to stop shoppin for sum time...
went facial with Melody & Mei Ting afew hrs back...
dat was where my pocket burnt a big hole..buying products...
but i believe its worth it..beautiful skin is priceless.....
Eric's on 24hr duty...supposed to meet Bon today..
but she missed out my sms & thot i didn't reply her....
so she's still @ work ard 5pm....might meet later tonite if she's nt tired....
otherwise, i will juz continue my gd rez & read my bks....
neway yest i finally brought Eric to the library...
sumting i said i will do quite sum time back...
i wonder if he can finish his bk in 2 days time as he said... =b
we caught 17 Again on Thurs..
u will b able to guess how the story goes...
but still, i tink its nice...funi & touched me to tears...
& Zac is damn 帅..!!
seems quite awhile since i last had steamboat...
& juz nice, went for 1 on Wed @ Bugis... =)
Mei Ting, Melody, Melvin, Raymond & 1 more guy...
hmmm...money money money...
money is never enuff...so y can't i have more of it..?
WHY...?! haiz.....
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nuting much today..juz a normal relax Sunday wif Eric...
& as for yest we went town...
dere was dis shop @ PS where the items r not to b touched..
but i didnt notice the signs..happily touchin & holdin the displays..
Eric stopped me afew times..but i didnt until he pointed to me "do not touch...."..
i was kinda paiseh....he told me eveyone's lookin at me..lolz..
i wonder y didnt the staffs stop me....
he got me well covered for the sudden rain as we head for The Cathay.. =)
we caught Knowing...not bad a movie...
i cried at the ending..
neway..finally met up wif Bon on fri @ Bugis... =)
but she forgot to bring my (really belated) b'day pressie again...
lunch...light dinner..chit-chat-gossip-updates...
& walk ard Arab street...it was a happy day..
further back on thur...Eric hand delivered the cooling fan to me..
den we caught Shinjuku Incident wif his bro @ AMK Hub...
this show is kinda violent at sum scenes...
& alot of pple died...but its quite nice overall....
hmmm...tmr's start of a new week...
tings haf to get better.... =)
isnt dere dis sayin - 明天会更好...?
& 明天 starts tmr....!
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will sunny weather alwaz stay the same..? no.....
u never know when it gets all cloudy & dark.....
dere r pple who assume if its bright & sunny nw, it will stay the same thru...
they make use of the opportunity to dry their clothes outside while they r out...
they felt it was safe to leave the clothes outside..
wat cld happen under the bright sun..?
& y not make the best out of the sun...?
it never occur to them the possibility of rain....
well..if its juz pure drench, den perhaps another wash will solve the issue...
But wat if 1 of the clothings get blown away or destroyed in the rain...?
of cos if dat piece doesn't matter to them...
mayb a simple "oh i shld haf brought in the clothes" & end of story....
wat if...dats the favourite piece & they could never get it back..?
wat will ur comments be..?
i told u so..?too bad?..so sad..?too late..?juz get another piece..?
however watever is the endin to a story.....
no one can ever turn back time......
dats a fact...and the fact shall alwaz b dere....
i duno wat im bloggin abt yest n today...
but i juz wana do sum typing....
keep my brain workin...& my heart beatin....
my bro is flyin off to taiwan today....
hope he enjoys himself...
why didn't i join him for afew days of fun...?
why did i think dat stayin in S'pore will be more worthwhile....?
why did i....?
mayb sum (friendly) aliens shld capture me to their spaceship for afew days..
juz a few days...let me disappear away from Earth.....
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the painter lives the life he feels he ought to live...
he does the tings he loves..he cries..he laughs...he goes into anger...
sumtimes he encloses himself and not make contact with anyone...
yet at times, he holds a little party and be joy with pple ard him...
& dere r oso times he destroys his very own art pieces...
unpredictable is the life and emotions of the painter...
but dere is neva a moment the painter has doubted abt his own life...
until the day...
sum1 told him how bad his paintings are...
it broke his heart...he has never heard such words...
& he lost the meanings & inspirations dat the paintings once owned..
he has alwaz thot his paintings were loved by the eyes of pple..
or at the least appreciated...
he doesn't know wat and when did he start to go wrong....
he can't turn back time...& he is unable to move forward...
he let time slips away...before he pickes up his brush again...
but with trembling hands...he cant strike up anyting..
staring blankly into the canvas..he sees no inspiration....
sadness is all that has filled up his eyes....
when will he ever find the beauty he once found in his paintings...?
nobody knows...not even himself....
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laz nite i was damn pissed off...
he crossed my line of tolerance....
i dun wana disclose too much....
it'll be bad reflection for him & rude/unfilial of me...
repeatedly delete...re-write...delete...re-write...delete...
HAIZ.................4get it....
rewind further back to b4 last nite....
i was on leave yest....Eric will be on leave the whole of dis wk..!!
we caught Confessions of a Shopaholic @ Tampines Mall...
its damn nice...funi..touching..& kinda sweet...
go catch the show..!! i love it...!
den after we went Giant to walk around...
he got me dis cooling fan wif ionizer... =)
juz great for my room....
dere after i headed town for Sze Sen's farewell...
he's leavin tmr to Sydney for work....
it was kinda sudden....he got the offer on 28th...less than 2 wks..
but really happy for him...working towards his goals...
neway i was ard an hr late..i didnt mean it...!
the waiting time of shuttle bus to/fro the MRT & Giant was damn long...
& i didnt expect Tampines to be so far away frm Town...
thankfully Mei Ting was early...
Melody arrived after me but she was caught up at work..
makes me even more sinful being late.... =b
surprising Alvin popped by awhile..he looked damn shagged...
& still gotta go back office after comin over.... =(
we had light dinner...den the usual chit-chat-gossip..
as for his farewell pressie....we got him Mont Blanc key pouch....
we hope he rems to cum home....
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i'm sad...
dats all i wana say....
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& other than dat...im actually not happy today...
we caught 17 Again on Thurs..
we caught Knowing...not bad a movie...
this show is kinda violent at sum scenes...
den after we went Giant to walk around...
i'm sad...
next up's for 2nd week of March...
i duno y we took so many shots for polka tops...
laz week we did play theme clothing too..
anyway Bao Yun is top in treating us drinks.. =)
my memory sux, i can't rem the exact figures.....
sum of the pics r blur...i tink its my camera... *ahem..pls refer wishlist*
dun wana circle him out like 'Spot It' tingy...
clearer close up pics....
dere r more pics of cos...but i shall end here...
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