Vanishing thots @ Wednesday, November 28, 2007 | back to top
DAMN DAMN BUSY...............!!!work & work & work.....only relax time of the day is having (free) lunch @ Copthorne King's Hotel....overall quite yummy the western food... = )stayed at office till ard 7.45pm..wanted to stay even later but 91 laz bus at ard 8pm...den dun wan take cab...though i was told can claim...so my colleague drop me off @ dover mrt..Had Ramly burger (the person gave me chicken instead of beef) and waffle hotdog for dinner...doing the monthly report almost killed me..trying to spot the 'mistake' to make everyting tally..but still, 5 cent more..! but big boss say never mind...she is very upset/pissed with JT cos of tmr's seminar..making a lost due to the discount he gave...tmr its gonna be war for me..need to rush out 60 sets of materials by ard 11am?..den i need to go down to the hotel for the seminar..planning to go work earlier tmr..hopefully i can wake up...
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yesterday as an overall was a shit day filled with lots of waiting time (thankfully got Steve pei me sms and giving words of comfort) and panicky situation..called for help from 3 diff pple, but no chance..by then tears were forming oreadi cos time is not on my side and hp flashing low batt........thanks a million to kangaroo for helping me once again...though in the end i wasnt able to use the help offered, but really grateful for it..n so paiseh he went thru the trouble for nuting..was so damn tired from yesterday..even rite now im tired, juz woke up from a short nap..was rushing work like mad..stayed back 1 and half hr in the office to do invoicing..den brought back my monthly report to do..tmr big boss wana see..!! but i cldnt do much at home...cos the whole month's invoices i left in the office, so tmr must go fill in the blanks for expenses.. *dumbo me* den another part cant be help, i need to generarate report from the invoice system tmr...tmr morning gotta rush the monthly report (hope big boss give me till after lunch)..send out the invoices i done today...and prepare seminar materials for 60 pax..... -.- ''' everyting oso by tmr...can i have two tmrs in a day? i need more time.........
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Vanishing thots @ Sunday, November 25, 2007 | back to top
today went to watch Fred Claus with Nicky @ PS..very nice movie...funi and touching..cant help with the tears..strongly recommended show..! i love X'Mas....the atmosphere is juz so nice and special..but at the current moment i still dun have the X'mas mood yet..too much tings on mind..need to clear them off 1st..
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* teddy bears from Nicky from his thai trip..oso got me a bag & cam cover.. =)
b4 meeting Nicky, i was on my bed reading and listening to my mp3..den after dat i went into sum tinking after i put the book aside...i was tinking abt the pple dat i have been missing/really missed..i missed my 1st ex for a very long time..the entry for 13 March '07 was abt him..i shld say it was only dat day dat i finally told myself "he doesnt like you..mayb he has never liked you.." cant believe it took me years to have the courage to tell myself dat..
after break up..he avoided me for a period of time..den most of the time im the one making contact, either forwarding msgs or telling him wat had happened (only major issues dat upset me lar..)..not forgetting his bday on 16 jan..and wishing him merry xmas..afew times i told myself not to do so...getting a response from him is like pple waiting to strike 4D..wat for put myself so down..? been long since i last contacted him..so recently juz 4ward him a msg..i didnt tell him abt tmr's issue though..dun see the point in telling.....
den i thot abt Tian Xin...duno eactly wat to say abt him..we weren't 2gether b4..'lost and found' him....the kind of miss i haf for him is whereby sumtimes i juz wish i cld stand in front of him and give him a smile or even a hug..
hmmm..duno y i had all these nonsense tinking dis afternoon..is it too much of tings for me to take recently?..becos i know they are the ones who can really gif me a sense of security/protection..
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Vanishing thots @ Saturday, November 24, 2007 | back to top
went for my pre-employment check up @ SATA...kinda funi cos i oreadi started work..aniway i spend nearly 2hrs dere..nearly fell aslp waiting...but got dis radiorgrapher (shld be his post bah) veri helpful...when he walk past me afew times, he helped me check if im @ the correct station, told me its jammed pack at the station im waiting to go, ask me wait awhile more and also ask me check my number wif a lady...actually im alright with the waiting time lar, expected it..but its nice of him...
ohhh...i dropped one kg..! though its not much but its gd..cos i thot i was juz starting to gain weight..my face is like gettin more meaty..Bon oso said so when i met her @ vivo dat time..
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* Getting fat face......
had ramly burger for lunch...so yummy...!!!! oso wanted to get otah...but not tempting enuff..dun haf those make-u-drool otah smell..hehe....den its zzzZZZ time till 8+pm...haha...damn tired today..duno y...
n dis morning when my dad woke me up in the morning and asked if i got work today i told him yes... den i went into a struggle of getting myself out of bed for work...it was only when my dad wake me up for the 2nd/3rd time den i came to my senses dat i dun have work today.....haiz..im getting crazy.........
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im damn freaking tired...but i duno y im not in my bed but watching tv...and now online..tmr morning still gotta go SATA do my pre-employmemt check-up...but juz feel like slping awhile later..these few days damn busy @ work..rushing these and dat...today i actually wanted to stay back to do my stuff..cos Mon i have applied for leave..urgent family issue.. *was surprised Boss never ask y i requested for the leave at such last min time and approved it..but Annie kept asking me to go home..she said its no choice dat i have urgent matters and need to apply leave..ask me to go home and do all the stuff on tues when im back..so i left the office with lots of tings on my mind..invoicing to do for 50+ pax (supposed to be max 40 pax..den becum 50..and now 50+..all thanx to JT for not keeping his words)..materials to prepare for them also..and the seminar is on 29th..not forgeting i have to do monthly closing by 28th..then i have push back a set of certs to be issued out..i need more time but i cant have it..how abt giving a duplicated me?...I SERIOUSLY NEED ANOTHER ME..!!Neway..suppose to go down to this fitness place tingy dat Cailing has been trying to intro me..but laz min change of plan..went to meet my bro @ JP..and so happen Nicky was also @ JP..so we had dinner 2gether..lots of fun and laughter..Nicky performed magic tricks for my bro to c..hehe..den went pasa malam wif my bro while (sick) Nicky went home and rest...my bro and i kept fooling ard..toking with cute/innocent expression and cute-sy voice...sounds bo liao but actually quite fun cos we were both damn disgusting acting cute...but dats where the challenge is..haha..reached home shortly and received a call from Bon..so out i went to meet her @ bukit timah dere..i didnt eat dis time though..den usual lor..we share our happenings...but dis time didnt hang out dat long as she was feeling kinda tired & unwell from the wine she had b4 meeting me...duno y i writing all these small little tings..long and boring..but i juz need to 'tok'.........
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Vanishing thots @ Wednesday, November 21, 2007 | back to top
it was a gd start in the mornin...Tian Xin msg me.. =) he was in Malaysia, dats y he didnt reply to my sms...hhmm..another busy day @ work...do dis and dat..Boss called my line twice to ask if i know i haf to do dis & dat...thankfully i know wat i had to do and its not due yet... *stressb4 lunch went for 2hrs course to learn mainly on how to make purchase thru a system..was damn slpy and hungry, so most of the time i was tokin to Kel..a new fren i made from another department..she's very frenly and helpful... ; ) oh..not to forget, Boss also called me thrice on my mobile when i was attending the course..duno y he thot i went Suntec..damn puzzled by dat....managed to meet Bon today @ Vivo..but we didnt catch any movie..sum movies i watched oreadi..den she doesnt wana watch Beowulf...n we both felt not really worth to use the movie voucher on December Boys (i plan to watch though)...den she oso dun really wana watch Lars and The Real Girl...so we juz end up eating and toking, plus alittle window shopping..toking abt eating..Bon is sort of on sum diet plan..whereby no rice for her..and avoid bread oso..den light lunch and only soup for dinner....i hear oreadi i cant take it...!! though i need to shed off afew kgs but i juz cant go on diet plan..food is juz too tempting...!anyway..today we tok abt sec sch stuff..realised i either cant recall or got my memory mixed up..she rem so much tings abt me, as if she was me..i felt like i was sumbody else or i was from sum other planet..alot of tings she said i juz go blank..totally cant rem it happened b4..cant help but shake her hands..so damn amazed....she's like my database system..wat m i gonna do w/o her....
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Vanishing thots @ Monday, November 19, 2007 | back to top
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busy @ work today..afew tings unsure and sum never came across, so had to trouble evelyn..kept smsing and calling her to ask dis and dat..hope she wun get fed up...ask JT stuff, but alwayz tell me he duno, ask me to ask whoever... ~watever~
last min towards off work time got dis and dat email to send..end up i miss my company bus, saw it drove off while waiting for the lift..but 91 came juz in time when i went down..so not so bad..
Boss tok to me today..besides asking me hows tings goin, he also told me his expectations on me after i get familiarize with the stuff..wat he suggestd or mention is not too difficult, juz dat i need to pass the stage of getting to know my work well 1st...
hhmmm...sumtimes i juz dun understand y pple muz look at me as if im sum weirdo or as if dere's sumting on my face..afew looks/stares as pple pass by or so, im fine..its normal..
but looking at me with eyes wide open till im out of sight and doesn't look away even when i looked at her, it makes me feel damn uneasy..till i gotta peep into the little mirror in my bag to see if deres anyting on my face..nooo, nuting obvious thru the quick glance..
den again came another who looked at me till im out of sight oso..did i miss out sumting on my face?..peeped into mirror again..NUTING...
once i reached home, take a gd look at myself in a bigger mirror..dere's really nuting ar.....!! and my hair oso not messy......so is it juz me or them?...
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Vanishing thots @ Sunday, November 18, 2007 | back to top
yest my dad woke me up early in the morning asking me to go for work..after dat follow by my mum..in my head i know its sat, no need go work..but after being asked to wake up the 2nd time, i got kinda confused and started to doubt myself.. "is it sat?do i haf to go to work?shld i wake up?wat day is today?wat if i haf to go to work?am i late?....." den i tink hard and told my mum i dun haf to work today..
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after waking up myself, had my nails painted.. =) den shortly went for work @ clinic in the afternoon..was so excited to see my darling Nissha, we started playing afool..blowing kisses to each other..totally forget got patients and other colleagues ard looking at us..haha..but juz for the fun of it..haha..dun care..& as usual, Yvone juz cant tk good care of herself..got her toe bandaged.... -.-'''
thot can partner Nana, who knows she still on mc since fri..and it was kinda messy over dere..and nobody seems to bother..though i no longer work/belong dere, but kinda sad to see it in such a mess..haiz..but im juz dere for afew hrs..cldnt help much..
after work went steamboat again.....but dis time with Bon @ Bt Timah dere...it happened to be the same one i went with Nicky on thur, juz diff outlet..no wonder i find the cooker so familiar..haha..
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Vanishing thots @ Thursday, November 15, 2007 | back to top
today was kinda busy @ work..doing tings one after another..of cos dere was oso hot gossip during lunch...was surprise they shared with me...i mean im here not even 2 weeks..neway, was told by evelyn tmr will be even more busy..tmr is her last day..last chance to learn her 'kung fu'..feeling kinda scared..pple keep saying i can do it one lar..which makes me feel alittle stress...Haiz...
went steamboat with Nicky after work....eat till very full...enjoy myself alot...full of laughter..haha..tmr he's goin to Thailand for 3 days..i oso wan go on holiday....!!!
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Ohhh..Free Jay's calender from Nicky..!!! and he actually rem to bring though i forgot to remind him abt it.. =)
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Vanishing thots @ Wednesday, November 14, 2007 | back to top
if im still a kid, mayb pple will still comment dat i did a very cute drawing..but being adult..most prob pple will say wat is this ugly piece of shit...?cant even draw a proper circle..blahblahblah...
when u r young, u did or said sumting wrong, pple will juz say u r innocent or naive..sum may even say u r so cute to do/say certain silly tings...but as u grow older..u will usually hear stupid, bimbo or insensitive....etc..all the mean words...
y is dat so...? not dat i got scolded or aniting..juz happen to c 3 kids taking turns to race on 2 bicycles..so innocent, so happy...so cute...cheering for one another, laughing and shouting out loud...
adults oso shout out loud, but with mean words or even vulgarity..and instead of laughing 2gether, they tend to mock at one another...pulling one another down...y is dat so again....?
i dun understand.........i miss being a kid....where i dun tink and feel so much...
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hmmm..juz realise my mouth got me into sum sort of bad situation..didn't know it was a sensitive issue to tok abt..didnt even really take note i haf mention to who..cos i juz casually shared when i was being asked..thot it wasnt of any big deal, juz sumting btn my previous & present workplace + me.. didnt expect sumone to be of similiar situation as me b4, but of a diff outcome..though our grounds are different in the situations but still....i wld feel "wat-the-hell" if i were her..felt so bad abt it..but cant do aniting..i cant erase words dat haf came out of my mouth..juz hope she wun mind abt it as time passes..Aniway went for dinner & movie with Chicken Little (=Alvin) after work..wun recommend to watch Lions with Lambs..too much toking..perhaps too verbally expressive abt the message/idea the movie is trying to put across..
Ohhh..Sumting kinda ridiculous happened..I was been asked to show my IC at the ticket counter...mayb i was too stunt or wat..i didnt haf any reaction when she asked for it..until Chicken Little ask y she is asking for my IC..cant believe my ears when she said "Becos its NC16"..immediate response was i told her im very old oreadi..but she still wants to see my IC..really unbelievable...!!
i mean if the show is M18 or R21..den still understandable/acceptable dat she asks for my IC..but cum on, NC16 is way too........young?..im not pissed off or wat, juz cant believe it...dis is my 2nd time oreadi..1st time i rem was @ Cine Cathay..sumwhere laz year?..totally never expect....
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Vanishing thots @ Monday, November 12, 2007 | back to top
Angry........ANgry...............ANGry...................ANGRy.............................ANGRY......................................i got really pissed off @ home..the level of anger is high enuff for me to step real close and shout to his face asking him wat is he trying to do...i really dun want tings to turn ugly..i used to find excuses to forgive him, watever shit he says or does..but i cant do it anymore..juz cant tolerate all the nonsense...disappointment after disappointment...at dat moment when he rise his hand, i feel so much like giving him a push..if he had lay his hands on her, i wld definitely fight back for her..[16 April 2010 - he = dad, her = mum].jpg)
* totally opp of how i feel.....
im still having cough..and i juz cough till vomit again..dis is the 3rd time...2nd time was on Deepavali..n 1st time was the nite b4 D&D..when is the cough going to go away..........
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Vanishing thots @ Sunday, November 11, 2007 | back to top
instead of steamboat last nite, bon had prata while i had mutton mutabak @ bt timah dere...thanx to Cao Da Pig (Terry) who taught me wat bus to take and where to alite..to tink i was from ngee ann..haha..cos i wanted to juz take one single bus over dere from my hse..i was quite afraid to alite at the wrong place den duno where the hell i am..so Cao Da Pig had to tell me wat m i to look out for and when to press the bell..haha.. we eat and tok till ard 2am..it was a very nice feeling..i really love to hang out at nite..so relax..so cooling.. the wind/breeze...very refreshing... = ) so of cos i was damn tired when it cums evening time today..cos i slpt at 3+am and woke up at ard 5.30am..!! zZzzzzZ
doing locum at the clinic was kinda shiok..i juz felt like so relax, unlike when i was a staff dere in my uniform..most of the time i was juz slacking ard..not dat i was lazy, juz dat it wasnt really busy today..Dr Jimmy didnt know i quit oreadi..so when he saw me in outside clothing, he asked if im being promoted..haha...
Nana & i were so excited to c each other, too bad we were of diff shift..bu we didnt waste any min to tok..haha..she actually wanted to take MC, but she knew i cuming today..so she changed her mind.. ; ) But i will be seeing her next saturday..!! can't wait..
ohh...today lunch time dere was a little surprise..i went to buy duck rice with additional xian cai for lunch..total cost was $4.20 but the uncle actually gave me discount and only charged me $3..the whole incident was kinda funi..
@ 1st the guy told me the boss give me disc, i heard $3.90..but i got back a $1 change instead of 10 cent..so i was like "har.....err....." ,looking @ the $1 coin i held in my hand and the stall display board..but totally tongue tied cos i was in a confused-blur-surprised stage..so paiseh..den the guy explain again say boss gave discount, charge me $3 can oreadi..den i faster untangle my tongue and give my thanks...
so nice and generous of the boss..i mean, a pack of duck rice dey sell oso $3.50 lor..
aniway...recently i m starting my own cold war @ home..either i hide in my room or i wld juz be stuck to the comp..since fri i haf not been eating any meals at home..today my dinner is sum fish & chicken crackers plus 2 quail eggs (pdts bought frm my taiwan trip)..no appetide to haf home cook food..
i juz wana be left alone when i m at home..i need the peace to adjust myself..still feeling kinda angry and upset over wat happened on thurs..but today my peace was disturbed..BADLY DISTURBED..!
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* DUN MAKE ME ANGRY....!
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Vanishing thots @ Saturday, November 10, 2007 | back to top
dis was my dinner yesterday..yes, dats rite..i had big breakfast as my dinner..cos i fell aslp last nite frm 8+pm till 2+am...woke up damn hungry...but too lazy to cook instant noodle....cos still gotta wash...zZzzzZ....
was surfing net when Steve drop me a surprise visit..!
it was raining quite heavily and moreover he's on the east side..so didnt expect him to drive down..so nice of him.. = ) went mcdonald @ pioneer mall and i had my dinner..haha..
hmmm..my timing now so messed up...i slpt at 9+am dis morning and woke up ard 4pm..duno tonite gonna slp wat time..tmr gotta report work @ 7.30am..helping out at my clinic..cos of my sudden resignation, i offered to help them cover for sun morning which by rite was my shift..
later goin meet bon for steamboat at 10pm if dere's no changes... ; )
*Paint my nails when i woke up..not the bez design or colours..juz radomly do up sumting using nail colours i hafnt used for a long time..
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Vanishing thots @ Friday, November 09, 2007 | back to top
if i cld be sumone else today, i wld scold my father vulgarity..and throw sumting at him..or mayb a punch in his face..but i know im me..and he's my father..im juz so damn pissed and upset..i broke into tears twice today in the public..once when i was on the phone complaining/sharing with nicky after a heat up arguement wif my dad..i managed to hold my tears in the cab but....after i got home the tears came again...
i rush back home in cab for a big fat lie my dad said..i shouted at my mum and slam the gate REAL hard..i wasnt against my mum, juz so happen dat my dad didnt cum out of the room..i left the hse in tears, crying even harder when i was on the phone with my younger bro...i juz cant accept the whole nonsense ting..but im such a weakling to cry..definitely gonna work on dat...
Sorry to
- Bon...made her wait damn long and end up i couldnt turn up...
- Nicky...threw my temper at him and hang up the phone when i cldn't get agreement of views from him..
neway, met my younger bro at jurong point..had fish & co and den a movie..Gameplan is very nice..!! its funi and also abit sad..the part when the daughter decides to part with The Rock and when he misses his daughter, i couldnt hold my tears..its a muz watch..!
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Vanishing thots @ Wednesday, November 07, 2007 | back to top
1st day of work overall was ok..pple dere seem nice and frenly except i was warned abt a guy who is known for bullying newbies..had drive out lunch @ clementi..had heavy meal, roast duck rice + wanton noodle..hehe..one of the manager also seems not bad, ask hows everyting and even ask me keep up the gd work..i didnt do much, juz trying to learn as much as possible cos the gal im replacing leaving on 16th..!!! BUT juz abt 10min b4 im off work, i spoilt the lamination machine..!! i duno wat i was tinking, i insert the wrong direction and jam the machine..dere was even a burnt smell..how scary of me..!Really hope tmr i dun cork up tmr....
ohh...sumting i muz say..if not i will be angry inside my heart..but cos i still love and respect my fren, i shall use a scenario..lets say, XX realise by eating dis big fat worm can help in improving health and beauty..so XX tinks it wld be gd for me, but yet XX feels dat eating worm might get a "no-way" from me..so XX says to go for food sampling dat is free and fun..being a food lover, of cos i wun say no..but end up i realise its totally not of wat XX had said..
i mean, i know its out of gdwill and its for the better of me..but still i wld rather XX be truthful cos i believe i haf a rite to choose if i wan to eat the big fat worms for better health & beauty..but i juz cant accept the idea of eating worms..so gd for those who dare/like to eat and in turn gain better health & beauty..but i juz choose my own path, at least at this moment....mayb weixin or/and paul wld know wat im toking abt..
Toking abt Paul, i saw him today..! so long never see him le..last time will still see him once in awhile when he hangs out with my younger bro..anyway, he was eating sumwhere opp Central mall..he didnt see me..he was back facing me as i walk past but i recognise his sideview..wanted to say hi, but if i do so, all his frenz will look at me..den i will be so damn paiseh..so i juz sms him after dat..he seems to be better looking..he has alwaz been so cute and gd looking..he juz got dis nice boyish look...y m i born 5 yrs earlier or y is he born 5 yrs later..? haha..
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* Hello Kitty magnet from Paul sumtime back..1981, one of the years i cldn't get during collection..
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Vanishing thots @ Tuesday, November 06, 2007 | back to top
nervous..nervous...nervous...!!!!! im really nervous inside my heart with sum sadness oso..today was my last day at my work place..& tmr starting new job..i made decision to quit under 24hrs notice..thanx a million to kangaroo who loan me the $$ to pay for the compensation 1st..once i claim back i will return to him..mayb im abit rash to make the decision..but watever, now can only push forward....no regrets..!!im starting to miss my frenz at workplace..the Healthcheck pple my darling nissha, my often mistaken lookalike yvone, my locker-mate zennath and the reliable angeline..my own department wld be nana (never expect to leave b4 her & she's off 2day), wendy (advices and jokes with her), normala (when she hug me today i feel so "awww"..), michelle (used to dislike her..but slowly she has been very nice to me, showing care & concern..) and many more lar..if i gonna name one by one, i duno when im gonna finish the list..doctors wise, im gonna miz Dr.George, Dr. Jimmy, Dr.Choo, Dr.Handry, Dr.Sathia & Dr. Jeffrey...i hope tmr got sum time to get sum farewell gifts..cos i plan to go back and return my uniforms & locker key on wed..muz do so within 3 days..everyone was surprise i leave so suddenly..miss ong says if i dun like my new work place, she will always welcome me back..i was very happy to hear dat, at least im not dat bad... =)hmmm..really hope everyting goes on well at my new work place...and hope i pick up fast...drop me sum courage and confidence..!!!
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Vanishing thots @ Sunday, November 04, 2007 | back to top
the moment i open my mouth today, got laugh by my bros...my sore throat got worst, my pitch is totally out....the cough is still ongoin plus the irritating running nose...last nite d&d overall i wld say kinda sux...took muslim table so dat can be with my frenz, the food were yucky..only the appetizer and tom yam soup were nice..but i cldnt drink much of the soup, cos of my throat..after the 3rd/4th course, we spend most of the time in the toilet..refreshing make up, crapping, taking and sending pics..haha..we left b4 dessert for zouk..wanted to wait and try the mango pudding, but its taking way too long..the server says got to wait for the chinese tables..so my fren and i were joking dat they haf no respect for the muslim..ohh..another ting i enjoyed was the belly dancing performance..1 of the dancer was actually pregnant duno how many months, the tummy damn big lor..!
* GRP PHOTO WIF BIG BOSS..MY FRENZ & I WEREN'T INTERESTED TO TAKE..BUT SUM INSIST TO TAKE....
*NISSHA & ME
* YVONE + ME
* WITH KATHY...quite enjoy myself laz nite..met sumone @ zouk last nite..he was my poly fren..used to be quite ok with him..suppers 2gether...helping me with project work..but den sumting happened and since den it turned real sour..but after sum time i decided to forgive him..when u no longer can hate, it is very difficult to force urself to hate..my fren scold me for being stupid to forgive..i really forgiven but he avoided me, so we no longer contact for ard 2 yrs..?..but surprisingly, he tap me and tok to me laz nite..no matter if we will stay in touch or not, at least laz nite we tok.. =)
*ZOUK
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Vanishing thots @ Friday, November 02, 2007 | back to top
alot of tings goin thru my mind...surprisingly, i got the job dat i went interview for..and they say they r willin to pay for the compensation for my early release from my current work place...i have to like pay 1 mth's pay lor..sounds damn good lor..but the ting is i have to pay first, den claim back by giving them official receipt..i asked if any strings attached to dis and if i can only claim back along with my 1st pay or sumting..was told no strings attached becos they required me to leave my workplace within such short notice and i actually can claim as soon as i submit the official receipt..but then.......i feel insecure..i kept tinking wat if i cant get back the $$..wat if sumhow dey twist their words or sumting..? one month's pay leh..everyting is in such a rush..went interview on wed..got confirmation on thur..den want me to join on coming mon..but i told them mon not possible cos i sign up for D&D tmr..staff who is serving notice not allowed to go..so if i were to request for termination within 24hrs today, den i wld have to pay $$ for the D&D..cos once sign up muz show up..they say can wait for me to join on tues..i decided to drop by the office on mon morning or so b4 my work, to meet up with the HR personnel..i need to ask and clarify stuff b4 i really step in..afterall, its such a sudden tingy..Anyway..i didnt buy any new dress for the D&D..so im juz gonna wear a normal dress down..no choice..too little time to shop and didnt see anyting i fancy..plus abit budget..i know juz got pay, but i oreadi spend $200 on H2O+ products..didnt buy alot, only got 3 products...and today bought a bag ard $80 for my younger bro..den i still gotta pay my insurance, hp and internet bill.. aRrrrrGGGhhh..! MONEY again.......hmm..so sianz..yest got slight throat irritation..today got worst den start to cough alittle..den juz now cough until vomit..my wanton noodle and 2 donuts..!! sumore the donuts are from donut factory..! so wasted...but wat to do....cant control it......
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Vanishing thots @ Thursday, November 01, 2007 | back to top
went for interview today @ ayer rajah dere..arranged by an agent dat found my resume @ monster.com...haven't been looking for job..so since the interview came to me, y not..? though i seriously hate interviews..i will get all nervous..sumtimes too nervous i will even have stomachache feeling..aniway...i reached dere 10min early..plan to have lunch after the interview..who knows i waited 50min cos the pple had all went for lunch..was told by the recptionist they muz haf forgotten abt the appointment..end up had to trouble Nana to buy curry puff & a can of chrysanthemum tea for me..den i have to sneak in to pantry 2/3 times to eat up the curry puff & haf my drink..pathetic but juz cant withstand the hunger and thirst..!erm...the interviewers were nice and frenly..but most prob i cant get the job..i was asked to find out if i can start work coming monday (not cfm hiring me, juz wana see if i wld b available).. well, its possible ar..the usual policy/term lor, compensate 1 mths pay..which is not possible lor..how can i throw a mth's hard work away..? i juz cant see my $$ fly away liddat....no way.....
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