Vanishing thots @ Thursday, January 31, 2008 | back to top
i finish dis mask...i wonder if i still can get it..cos i rem the last time i bought dis, the lady told me they not gonna sell/produce dis anymore...hmm..shall go check it out.. neway juz now went Chinatown wif my younger bro and mum..damn hot of cos..so many pple..but its ok, can bring my mum out for a walk..bought sum CNY goodies...only walk for awhile..cos work ended late..! its all becos of the meeting..was told to stay back after work, only a quick one, 15 min....
end up....work finish @ 6pm..but meeting starts ard 6.35pm...and i left wif Gina at ard 7.20pm...the meeting is still ongoing actually..but Big Boss permits us to go....
oh ya..n the day b4 went NTUC wif my bro..to do some grocery shopping and oso get sum drinks for CNY...we actually got Whatever and Anything...cos we couldnt decide wat to get...haha..
hmm...has been quite sum time since i step on the weighing machine......cldnt bring myself to do dat...has being eating alot....and snacking in the office oso....arghhhh....wat if i hit 50kg..?or even worst over 50kg..? i seriously dun haf the energy to do exercise..so......live in self denial first.......................
nuting betta to do..so down goes the orange
Boss gave into my stomach...
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Vanishing thots @ Tuesday, January 29, 2008 | back to top
人是贪心的....是吗?...
i was actually very happy recently....esp the nite b4 till dis morning...i like the current situation...the current distance...the current contact....but den...juz now..i had a sudden thot...dat tings wld juz stay dis way...no more further..dere shldnt be any thots of goin further.....but sumwhere inside me..greed is forming...can i juz let it grow?...im ok if tings r slow moving...BUT....juz now....the feeling dat everyting will juz freeze at the current stage..kinda saddens me...
it makes me afraid to move...tinkin into even worst senario...dat i will lose all dat is of now and go back to square 1...
怎么办.........................?
[16 April 2010: m i tokin abt Kid?]
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Vanishing thots @ Monday, January 28, 2008 | back to top
i have been tinkin of dolling up my room for a long time....but didnt really do any planning...so actions wise dun even bother mentioning...
so today i haf been tinking of wat colours to paint my room wif..i was tinkin of a strong colour, matching wif a lite one..i was tellin K (=Kid) abt it..showed him the colours i thot of...he says its too strong..i was oso wondering wld it be too strong..K was telling me dat i shld use lite colours instead, more comfy...hmmm..now i cant decide...but i know i wan sumting in the range of pink and purple if possible...den i was tinkin of havin a drawin on one of the walls...of cos im not gonna do it, mayb get my bro to do for me...
erm..den after painting is done..i shall have a trip to IKEA..and c wat i can get dere.....but all these gonna take afew months to finalised...cos of $$$$$$....and oso time... hmmm..let me go back to choosing the colours.............
* i love the colour of dis H2O+ mask..and the tingling sensation is...wooooo....
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Vanishing thots @ Sunday, January 27, 2008 | back to top
laz nite work Butter again..slightly more interesting...dere was a Switch, hip hop in Art Bar & Electro in Main Room....i was stationed in the Main Room, not my kind of music..so abit sianz...dere's a mini make-up corner, where dey do sum face painting...looks quite fun..den dere was oso 2 guys in costumes (erm..cant say they r mascots bah), blue-patterned bear and 'hello kitty' (didnt look like original)...dey were dancing to the electro music...kinda weird though...
laz nite on my way home in the transport...i deleted off all his (=Zun) call records and sms..except for 1 is a forward one...the wrong dial incident from him, makes me wonder y do i still keep all these..u dun put 'reminders' unless u r afraid u will 4get....
i was quite agitated yesterday..in regards to the wrong dial incident..plus him taking the whole day to reply my msg to confirm it was a wrong dial...it was actually no big issue, juz one missed call along with a meaningless-quite-long voice msg.....but i felt disturbed......its hard to explain...
i 'complain' to Bon and K (=Kid)...poor Dhillon happened to call me juz after he replied me..he sense the fire though i said nuting happened, and quickly ended the call...owe him an apology...i felt so much better after smsing wif K..he put the smile back to my face....
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Vanishing thots @ Saturday, January 26, 2008 | back to top
VERY happy yesterday...!!! y?..cos i received my confirmation letter along with pay increment..!! all with effect 1 Feb 08...though im confirmed only afew days earlier than actual date and increment only 5%..but still im damn happy...!!!!!! deres dis satisfaction & i-duno-how-to-describe-feeling..i was smiling all the way home..cldnt care less if pple tink im mad...juz cant contain the joy..!! = ) yest i slightly overslpt as usual b4 work @ Butter..Dhillon offer to send me to work..den becos i was late and he oso had stuff to do..he was like speeding thru..he even joke if Singapore is filled with cam, deres sure alot of pics of his car captured @ diff locations...haha...
i love speed..be it car or bike...veri shiok...!! of cos its dangerous..but when u were captured by the moment of speed, danger doesnt cum to the mind..i guess dat explains y pple still speed and sum tragic/sad cases of accidents...
nuting much @ Butter..quite busy though...Nick send me home...spicy supper again...so we had dim sum @ geylang..den tok cock for awhile @ ECP to digest the food..only stay for a short while..cos my bed started callin for me..den i tink i quite qian da...wonder is it bcos liddat, sum pple say i da xiao jie..i juz suddenly say dat i wana go home oreadi..i wana slp...no option for him...but to send me home..
BUT it wasnt on purpose..really slpy...i doze off for afew sec, on and off on the bike..! so i was scaring him and myself..esp once whereby i 'sway' to my left, hai hao Nick woke me up..if not i tink i might fell off...i was damn tired..ard halfway thru, i was only holding his shoulder wif one hand...den got once very funi, i knock quite hard on his helmet dat i woke up...but the thot dat i actually doze off is really scary...
the whole of dis week im constantly feeling tired..and slpy all of a sudden....i doze off for a sec in office while typing...the short distance from my office to Buona Vista MRT, i can oso doze off in the company bus...cant believe im so pig...dis week....
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Vanishing thots @ Thursday, January 24, 2008 | back to top
laz nite Dhillon called me..he thot i was wif my bf...he thot i was lying when i told him he (=Zun) broke up wif me..he say how can it be dat the guy wana break up wif me..he tinks im the one who asked for break up... -.-''' i haf to keep tellin him its true...but i didnt tell him wat happened...neway..he was jokin abt goin after me again...and say stuff like if i had accepted him, we wld haf been 2gether for 1+/2 yrs...he said he wun control me..i told him its easy to say, but not in reality...den he said becos he will b very busy earning $$, so he wun haf much time for me...thus, he feel he cant be demanding towards me...
i was quite shock by his words...not dat its very touching or wat....juz dat i immediately thot of him..Bon commented sumting like dis abt him..she said he dun haf time to pei me, wat rite has he to get upset with me when my fren cum and acc me..he didnt play his role well as a bf...blahblahblah.....shall not go on....i LOVE Ang Mo Kio Hub..!!!!! Nick brought me dere after work...surprisingly dere's so much clothes to shop..!! i bought 3 dresses, 3 tops and a cardigan..plus 2 necklaces and 2 pair of earrings...IM DAMN BROKE....i shldnt haf shop but i juz cant resist...Nick paid for 3 tops & a dress (paiseh he buy for me again..tink i betta return him $$...when i get pay)..1 dress, cardigan and accessories were bought on credit (my bro shld thank me i didnt wan a 2nd supp card)...i skip the shoes...otherwise.....im gonna eat grass next month...i got hundreds of dollars of bills/'debts' to pay..sumore CNY is next month...i know i dun need to gif ang baos but surely $$ will be used sumwhere for this festival...im so tired........its sleeping time............................
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Vanishing thots @ Wednesday, January 23, 2008 | back to top
today my colleague comment im SEXY...i was quite taken back...totally didnt expect such comment..its all becos of my purple tights (it looks black in the pic), i duno y though...
i was afraid my colleagues wld say dis dress is too short also,so i thot mayb it wld be betta wif the tights...but.......wrong move?...
anyway...deres ALOT of tings i wana do..........
- go swimming (but muz wait for my skin betta 1st and cut down sum fats)
- learn tennis (Yap can be my teacher)
- learn cycling (hope Cao Da Pig can be my ShiFu, but he having exam soon)
- learn driving (still gotta wait....no $$$)
- go SR with Bon to watch ice hockey match (depends on timing)
- go catch prawns (choosing the rite nite..next day gt work very sianz)
- go play swing (hope its still dere)
- get coloured lens (damn broke now)
- dye my hair ($ again..and oso lookin ard for hair stylist..dun tink i can go back to him)
- go KTV (wat else but $$)
- go drink & chill (besides $, timing)
- visit Anna & her baby boy (fixing a day to go wif Angela)
- go learn dance again (Bon says most prob in June)
- go Taiwan or Hong Kong (no $$ + no time)
- go to the beach and play (erm....need the rite pple and rite timing)
so far these is the list dat came to my mind these few days.... =)
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Vanishing thots @ Monday, January 21, 2008 | back to top
yest went to watch One Missed Call wif my bro @ Jurong East...i dun tink the movie is nice....so shall nt comment much abt it...and dis entry is mainly for JAY's concert..!!!!
wow..his concert is truly worth waiting for..damn good..! but sumhow it seems so fast..end so suddenly..n the number of songs seem quite little..juz not enuff of him..!!! we went in late..but hai hao never miss anyting..
The start...............
wat can i say about him except 帅...! really 超帅 ..!! cough or no cough..i didnt care..scream, shout, jump...watever..juz real high...陶醉在他歌声...n when he dance..even more wow...haha..
n next.............
dere r pple who r juz so dead calm..dey juz sit dere...really SIT dere..i wonder y they pay so much to come to a concert..could juz wait for the DVD...dere was dis weirdo guy sitting a row behind..from the side i felt and saw dat he kept looking at us...Bon confirm dat wif me..i wonder y he is not focusing on Jay but us..? did sum1 force him to cum to the concert..?
den oso met pple who stop pple from enjoying...like dey dun allow u to stand..San was asked to sit down once..i tink its so totally spoil mood..oso saw guys frm rows in front having disagreement abt standing up..arghhh..!! come on pple, ENJOY..!!!!!!
Jay with the clowns...damn cute....
See him dance 牛仔很忙..really 超可爱 lor....
dis concert compare to the previous one, sumhow i felt dat the fans r more 热情..and its a really good feeling and enjoyment when u hear the fans singing together real loud...
How can Jay be w/o his piano??....
- 斗琴 -
in tee & den street dance....real cool....
the flow of the concert wasnt really smooth..in the sense....not much 'link'..u dun feel the continuation going on..its like everyting seems to be individual performances instead of the concert as a whole..
playing the che ling but not singing dat song though..
when the ladies dirty dance ard him, he got dis awkward + shy smile..SO CUTE!!!!
there are sum parts dat are really cute and surprising....he did a "light-hearted chirpy-cheery" version of Shuang Jie Gun ...i love it...den also when he sang Ting Ma Ma De Hua, the part when he mentioned abt Zhou Ren Fa, the screen display shows Zhou Ren Fa in cap, shaking his head to the music..den appears Zhang Xue You (in the screen) singing the last part of the song.....
And of cos there is the usual shouting of Encore and Zhou Jie Lun...juz didnt want it to end...waited so long for dis concert....back den he said he will be back 2 yrs later but it was more than dat....
it's Huo (X8)......n the original Shuang Jie Gun.......
Couldnt stop the time from ticking..juz when tings were getting hotter (he took off his coat), it ended...!!! arrgghhhh..cant wait for his next concert..!!! =b
- THE END -
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Vanishing thots @ Saturday, January 19, 2008 | back to top
i actuallly woke up at 8+am today...its so amazing...usually i shld still be in my bed at dis time..until late noon..i didnt work Butter last nite..becos i wan to leave my energy for JAY..!!! yes...its his concert tonite..im so excited...!! past few days been planning wat to wear..hehe..waited so long for his concert since Wu Yu Lun Bi...becos of his concert, i have been a good gal to eat my medication..i dun wan the cough to affect the level of enjoyment..3 more tablets to go and i will complete my course..i have never completed any medication b4...i hate it...!! moreover swallowing tablets is a HUGE toture to me...i alwaz haf dis feeling i will choke on it/them..
anyway i have sort out my thots..last nite was smsing him (=Zun)...he is firm on his decision base on the reason excuse he came up with...i tried my bez to save the r/s...the excuse is simply unacceptable and can be worked on...but he is nt willing to...
i called him twice..he doesnt wana pick up..doesnt wana meet me tonite..im behaving so much like a guy..but watever...at least i tried to work tings out..i went to bed after his no reply (again)...im tired..and im still sick..
dis morning i woke up tinking on my bed....for ard 2 hrs..? i read dis book b4, "先把猫的手套脱掉".. it mentions French Philosopher René Descartes can lie on the bed for up to 16 hrs a day becos he feels dat only by lying on the bed, den the mind will be clear...im only a quarter into the book..but i like it..alot of philosophies..sets ur mind tinkin..when im done wif it, perhaps i shall do a book review on it.. ; )
anyway...back to my thots...i decided to juz end it as he wish...in the beginning perhaps i felt wrongly...i thot i saw a combination of K & TX in him....but flashback juz let me wonder..y did i ever felt so in the first place....muz b side effects of my brain damage...
last time i had a fren...who said she wana die when her bf wanted to break up...she said she cant live w/o him..i told her deres no such ting as who cannot live w/o sum1 else...and i really believe in wat i said..
i mean..did u meet ur bf/gf from birth?..no rite..?if so , how did u manage to survive till u met him/her..? breaking up is sad..its heart pain..but it can be survived thru...
i will be alrite..i juz need abit of time...If my heart can handle abt K (=Kid) & TX (=Tian Xin) ..i can handle dis....
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Vanishing thots @ Friday, January 18, 2008 | back to top
yest i cldnt tink at all...i cldnt do anyting abt it...except wait...
dis morning i woke up...tinking...all the way...till i was on the train..when i realise i left my hp on the bed...i hate it when i 4get my phone..i feel so uncomfortable w/o my phone...
my cough is juz not getting any better...i vomited my lunch and dinner......i muz be coughing real bad in office..Big Boss asked me to c the doc again..ask if i got drink liang teh, pi pa gao.etc...she ask me to try anyting...c if it helps....haiz...
after work..i started tinking again...on and off im tinkin..tinkin wat m i doin..wat shld i b doin..
im figuring his (=Zun) thots..i tink im rite..but yet...i hope im wrong...
为何让自己心痛...为何呢?...................我也不明白.....
i need to fix it up........its unbearable.......
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Vanishing thots @ Thursday, January 17, 2008 | back to top
心痛... ...
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Vanishing thots @ Wednesday, January 16, 2008 | back to top
stupid irritating cough....juz now cough till i wake up from my nap...and yest cough till i vomit....arggghhh!! today was rushed off from work by Annie at ard 3+pm...she wants me to go c the doc..i was coughing real bad in the office..but i only left at 4+..cos got work to do...which is y i never take mc yest or today (dun include dis 3/4 day lar..)....
the cough mixture is yucky...i thot it wld taste nicer than the brown one...wats worst is the tablets..i gotta finish them...its so big lor...i gotta cut them into halves....YUCKSSSSSSSS....
today didnt feel like work...i left office to Holiday Inn to collect tent cards at 10+am...after dat i went outram to have lunch and to buy 2 luggage bags for the trainers...did alittle illegal lunch shopping and bought a pair of shoes...im goin broke....serve me rite..cldnt resist temptation....
how did i manage to carry the 2 luggage bags...well....i went to ask the shop person "how do i carry them?..im alone.." den he asked me where im going, if not too far he can carry for me...so off he helped me to carry to taxi stand... =) den the taxi uncle help me unload..den i juz haf to hand carry one and drag the other one up office....reached at 1+pm...
dats roughly how the day passed..
Nick wanted to cum and find me..but becos of my cough...i feel it isnt a gd idea to cum over...n oso i duno wat to tell him (=Zun)...i dun wana lie, but he wun like to hear the truth....so the best is dun meet....
im in a bad mood now..becos im sick..and he makes me feel even worst...
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Vanishing thots @ Tuesday, January 15, 2008 | back to top
Riding on a rollar coaster....goin up n down....................kinda sick n tired.............but not wanting to jump off the ride.........
thots of stepping into the ghost house......but fear and uncertainty overide the thots.....
n the rollar coaster ride is till ongoing....
its all about confusion............not knowin wat to do.........
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Vanishing thots @ Monday, January 14, 2008 | back to top
was late for work...arrghhh..miz my company bus..and 91 was packed till never stop again...board the 3rd 91.. -.-'''
yest went Tiong Bahru plaza wif my bro...Jarett came oso..had mcdonald for dinner...had beef prosperity meal and 2 mcwings..i love beef prosperity burger (w/o onions)..but too bad its not permanent on the menu...
im kinda having cough..so damn shit...JAY'S CONCERT is dis Sat..i dun wan go coughing..!!!! as sudden as the cough came, i hope it goes away the same...!!!
neway, last nite after i reach hm..i thot it wld juz end with goin online...who knows, he (=Zun) called me..den he came down to find me..we sat @ the playground..tok..joke...drink beer..not the usual couple tingy (we happen to c a couple strolling which is more "romantic") but i like the time spend..or rather i like the time he gave me.... = )
ohh...today i finally went to collect my Hello Kitty toaster...!!! tmr or so den i tk pic and post it up....!
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Vanishing thots @ Sunday, January 13, 2008 | back to top
mayb i shld haf short hair..i tink i look more matured and firm...but its only MAYB....now its 3.30am..got nuting betta to do...eating my instant noodle n looking ard for sum online shopping spree...thots running ard my mind...sumtimes i wonder why i hold on to tings pple i shldnt hold on to..haiz...might b due to the brain damage (losing my memory here and dere..) im having...haiz..
neway back track to fri....as usual work at Butter..i was ard 1hr late...becos i cldnt find the plain black top i wana wear..its my younger bro's actually..went round and round searching...end up my mum fold it wrongly..it was all along inside my wardrobe.. -.- ''' i lied i overslpt...i didnt even slp..was juz lying on my bed, toking to Nick on the phone..
i got my uniform...but still, pple hesitate ordering from me..sumting like they wld look at my top,me n my top again b4 askin in a uncertain tone "can i order from u?"...
met dis crazy guy..i was helpin to take a grp photo..den i realize it was not very nicely taken...so i juz ask if need to retake..he came over and asked me if he is handsome..bcos he's customer, i said "handsome"...den he ask me to kiss him and brought his cheek over.. in my mind i was like "siao!!!"> i faster walk off after sayin im shy..
closing briefing..dey were testing randomly if we know the brand/name of our housepour..obviously i duno..i neva bother to rem..dey say dey will test again today...too bad im not workin today!!! =b
Indra (hope i spell correctly) was sayin im like F4, so popular..pple all wana tok to me..haha..kinda kua zhang...but its a comment nice to the ears...shall nt go into details y he said dat though.... =)
didnt tk the supper cos its all spicy...but i was HUNGRY..!! argghh.....BUT i got a surprise from Nick...was in half awake mode (i slpt throughout in the transport..the uncle had to wake me up) till i saw a familiar figure sitting @ the staircase below my blk...Nick bought prawn bee hoon for me to eat..he said the supper is spicy and i didnt take any food...so he got sumting for me..i totally didnt expect..becos i didnt make noise abt supper or wat..so thotful and observant of him...
i slpt frm 7+am till 5+pm today...online...den went to meet him (=Zun) @ jp...watched Body #19....i like it..cos it scares u here n dere..but its kinda disgusting...den the storyline is unexpected oso...so...will rate it as can watch..!! den we juz tok for awhile..den he said he's tired..so part for home..
i dun really like it when i dress up for nuting...though i didnt really dress up till super nice, i cld have been in simple top and shorts instead of a dress n heels....or at least make me feel time spend is long.....at least i wld b happier......argghhh...wateva....
ohhh..im now so addicted to the song 'apologize'..i juz replay n replay................
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Vanishing thots @ Thursday, January 10, 2008 | back to top
nuting much happened today..im late for work AGAIN...tmr muz nt be late....dats wat i aim...!!today went Dover ITE for lunch...ate the western food under my colleague's recommendation...not bad and its cheap...the uncle veri funi, i wanted to add nuggets..den he said dun all chicken so he suggest i get hotdog and egg instead..and i did..he only charge me 50 cent more..!!sumore he said i smile very sweet..wahahah.... = ) den he asked if im a gd drinker..he said pple wif dimple can drink well.......hmmm..is it true??
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im late for work again...but only for ard 10min...difficulty pulling myself off bed again...5hrs of slp is not enuff for me lor...nuting much at work..doing all the confirmation letters and invoices....and sum printing...met Raymond after work...went Vivo again..haha..watched Boogeyman 2..rating okok only..i was asked for my IC again...is it a muz to check IC now..? and Raymond thot it was R21 dats y the guy asked for my IC..but end up the guy said dat its M18... -.-'''sum parts damn gross lor..esp the maggots crawling into the skin.....YUCKS...! den we went Geylang for the Tian Ji Zhou..yum yum...!!! den he drove me home..tiredness was written on my face....i made him (=Zun) angry...im oso unhappy myself..but not in the position to show it...so i guess juz 4get abt it and see wat tmr brings..im damn slpy...knock out time......zZzzzz
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Vanishing thots @ Wednesday, January 09, 2008 | back to top
was late for work..juz couldnt pull myself off the bed...it was quite a boring day @ work today...lots of typing....send email till i nearly fall aslp..the only not so boring activity was removing all the xmas decorations and keeping them...to prepare for CNY deco..
Bon's present manage to find the stock..Nick went to Tampines to collect....so i met him after work..he picked me up at buona vista and we head to Vivo...Met dis little gal @ Burger King..she was in the queue alone (her granny waiting at one corner) gettin ice lemon tea..she started on and off turning ard to tok to me...very cute and sweet...but duno y she hates Nick...she would stare @ him when he toks...and i asked her if she doesnt like him, she say dun like..hahahaha...so funi...
den we juz chit chat..Nick bluff me dat there's small fishes inside the water/pool @ rooftop area..i was looking hard to spot the fish under the evening dim sky..end up it was juz a trick to have sum water splash sprinkle on my face... -.-'''
i feel like having a full day's rest...IF ONLY tmr no need to go work...
he (=Zun) is alittle different today....n the little difference is sumwat gd..makes me feel abit betta...
"frequencies all jumbled up...gotta re-tune.."
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Vanishing thots @ Tuesday, January 08, 2008 | back to top
i didnt slp at all laz nite..it was the battle of the heart and mind...whether to trust wat seems so fake to believe....
Nick came down and find me...to cheer me up..he did make me laugh but...once back home my mind juz cant rez and my heart juz messed up...
went to work like a zombie dis morning..my eyes were so damn panda like..work goes on...was suppose to meet Nick for dinner @ Vivo...but end up due to some confusion of idea about sending me hm and letting me rez, i went to meet Bon @ Bugis for dinner and catch up time instead...
i love Bon..only she will be so damn honest about her opinion...i knew i was wrong...but i juz cant help it...haiz....im now still in a weird-confused-messed up-blank feeling....i duno wat to do next...
called but no content and short...
words from msgs are sweet but not wat i wana see...
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Vanishing thots @ Sunday, January 06, 2008 | back to top
Last nite i was DAMN slpy working @ Butter...w/o uniform, im mistaken as patron again..dis time not only the customers but even the bouncer ask me..
didnt wait to tk the transport..Nick send me home..i put him in sum sort of diff situation..i was really almost falling aslp..if he rides slow, i will fall aslp but yet ride too fast oso not gd..on & off he kept telling me not to slp..haha..i reach hm at 5+am..which is like an hr earlier than usual...all thanx to Nick, i dun need to miz my bed so much...
today woke up @ ard 12pm..acc my bro to settle sum stuff..after dat went OUB Centre..today den i know almost all the shops dere are not open on weekend..!! so wasnt able to collect my Hello Kitty toaster..
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my cousins changed alot..the younger ones grew taller(taller than me even when im in heels!), break of voice...den the 2 bday ladies slim down,had tattoo..seeing them made me feel like doing one too..but not on visible areas..dun wana be seen wif tattoo in my wedding gown...on & off i haf been tinking of putting one @ my back waist area...but sumhow didnt do it..
hmmm..mayb i shld start looking for pple to do design for me.. =b
my bro was once again been mistaken as my bf..1st was my cousin's bf..den the taxi driver..we took ALOT of pics in the cab...all the flashes goin on in the cab..
*the last pic is cool..look at the placing of my bro's and my mouth...it wasn't pre-arranged...
left the bbq early @ 9+pm..den i went to meet him (=Zun) @ JP for Alien Vs Predator 2...dun really know how to comment on the movie...haha..den we juz tok for awhile and went hm..i brought back his wallet...haha..end up he came over to tk it back..hai hao we only stay afew streets away... --------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Vanishing thots @ Thursday, January 03, 2008 | back to top
Wore dis dress (erm..actually its suppose to be sum sort of a top..but i tink its long enuff to be a dress) to work..den the ladies were saying my dress is very short...hmmm..dey didnt say so the 1st time i wore it afew weeks back..so i thot it was ok...but nvm..i had shorts inside..its safe..
Nick plan to send me to my previous work place dis morning..got time off to settle my short notice payment..end up the weather seems to be playing a trick...drizzling on and off..so end up we didnt tk his bike..poor him had to cum back and head back East to his home...
didnt bring my letter along and the HR person actually told me she duno how much im suppose to pay..DUNO???!! i nearly fainted...she told me my document is with another person who is not ard till next week..but end up she manage to find out the amt...den yest over the phone she told me she will print my pay slip for me...end up she told me she is not able to do so...ask me call sum finance person and ask for my pay slip....
so troublesome..and still must wait for them to mail it to me...but wat to do...i need evidence my pay was deducted off...argghh....
i miz my frenz over dere...esp Yvone & Darling....agreed to meet up after 23rd when Yvone is done wif her exam...duno wat course they send her for...didnt tok long cos they were busy and i was oso rushing back to work...
was feeling kinda hungry...hai hao Nick went and got me sum toast when i was catching up wif the pple dere... =)
received a call from Annie dat Big Boss is looking for me...ask me to faster cum back..my heart race lor....
end up it was not sum big issue..juz dat it wasn't previously communicated to me....thankfully i did my work...
hmmm...the laz time i met him (=Zun) was last Sat nite...laz nite after his work, he said he's gonna rez for awhile den cum find me..i told him he wun wake up...and i was rite...
Nick came and find me instead..he left Butter early..i thot he was joking abt leaving work early & cuming over..he said he's a man of his words..haha...
neway it was oreadi quite late..so we only chit chat for awhile & had a drink at the coffeeshop..
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Vanishing thots @ Wednesday, January 02, 2008 | back to top
Been using this bottle for afew months since Kangaroo bought it for me till today...he msg me to inform me dat this bottle is actually not safe for drinking....!! ...guess i betta stop using..he felt sorry for it..but well, clearly its not his fault and its very thotful of him to tell me..
Nick couldnt get the present @ Tampines..now pending for the main office to see if they haf it..dey gonna call him tmr..hopefully have bah....den was on the phone with him for ard 2hrs on my way hm till b4 i haf dinner...
hai hao got him pei me...though im not really those love-to-chit-chat-on-phone person (sms is my prefered way of communication)..my mp3 left side of the earphone got sum prob..on and off no sound....kinda irritating...time to get new earphone..or mayb time to get new mp3..but of cos not for the time being....muz cut down on my spending....HAIZ.....
Boss had a tok with Annie again...he decided that the temp staff will take over Annie during her maternity leave (juz got to know its gonna be 3 minths instead of 2)..but he wants me to oversee and monitor if target is hit...to help out...
Food biz side getting alittle headache..hiccups...i wasnt inform about the issue, till today..sumhow resolved it after discussion with Boss & alittle help from Evelyn..but still not finalize yet...afterall, its quite a long delay...wonder wat the client will say at the end of the day..
den dere's gonna be sum changes in format of doing the schedule..gotta crack my head to see how to do the way dat is suppose to 'please' everyone...
He (=Zun) was busy at work today...n now in dreamland...miss him...
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Vanishing thots @ Tuesday, January 01, 2008 | back to top
Yest was yet another looooong day for me... went to alexandra village dere with afew colleagues and had lunch..found another place with nice bah ku teh...and i LOVE the avocado juice....yum yum..!!! we had lunch from 12+ till 2+pm..haha..den when we went back office, Boss email early release at 3pm..!! shiok leh..haha...was told last year no early release...
He (=Zun) chose to go back to work on his off day...
i went to meet Nick @ bugis.. saw alvin and his gf....walk ard and all...he wanted to watch movie but i had watch almost all the shows screening over dere...den he got me dis dress...
its plain but i like it..his reasons for paying for this dress are dat we both prefer it in grey than black and dat its a new year's gift..haha...
we went on to Suntec...saw Jason & his gf...walk ard and chill dere..he laugh about my lips..can ^5 with Bon lor, say i got donald duck mouth..! arrrgghhh!!
den we juz da bao chix rice and went for work @ Butter..i had gastric when i was eating the chix rice..muz be the late dinner, but im juz not hungry...hai hao its not very serious gastric pain....
ohhh...Bon's bday present got stolen..! duno Nick didn't lock the box of his bike properly or sum1 did sumting to it..haiz....so evil whoever who did dat...he felt damn bad about it...he's gonna get the same stuff for me at other place..hopefully can get...cos the one i got was last piece....
Butter time.....! i was placed at main bar...so happy to c MeiTing, Melody & Seasoning cum...oso saw ashley, ash and kelly but they all seperate grps...
i nearly walk towards a fight at a corner..hai hao Nick came in time and pull me away...
i had quite afew drinks : 2/3 glasses of chivas green tea, shared lamborghini wif Seasoning, a glass of champagne, afew sips of bourbon coke, afew sips of screwdriver, a tequila shot and a sip of asahi...
i drank becos i was happy n unhappy...He made me angry..
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i finish dis mask...i wonder if i still can get it..cos i rem the last time i bought dis, the lady told me they not gonna sell/produce dis anymore...hmm..shall go check it out.. 
Wore dis dress (erm..actually its suppose to be sum sort of a top..but i tink its long enuff to be a dress) to work..den the ladies were saying my dress is very short...hmmm..dey didnt say so the 1st time i wore it afew weeks back..so i thot it was ok...but nvm..i had shorts inside..its safe..
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