Vanishing thots @ Thursday, February 28, 2008 | back to top
Backtrack to tuesday..
it was Melvin's & Yap's Birthday...on the day itself after work den i know it was Yap's birthday when he show me his ID..no one knew i guess, cos dere was no celebration..neway,these few days when Yap is ard, pple will find chance to tease abt him n me..trying to put us 2gether...damn funi....
self made a pathetic mini card for Melvin...met up with him for movie..finally caught CJ7...its cute...n funi....but so damn sad when Stephen Chow die...n oso when the 'son' hug him after he revive....waaa....cry sia..........
neway yest i went to meet Jian Hong @ JP..abt those policy/investment tingy...he looked alittle different..its been years since i last saw him...when we worked @ Mr Bean's Cafe..den after dat Nick came down...n we head to Vivo to catch Kung Fu Dunk..!!! its funi..n got my favourie JAY...!! =) was in tears @ the scene when he was partin with Zhen Zhi Wei (re-unite with his dad)...n when he went back to the alley to find him...so heartwarmin....reach hm @ 12+am...slpt @ 1+...damn slpy today..........zZzzzzz
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Vanishing thots @ Monday, February 25, 2008 | back to top
today was a 'dotz' day....wars goin ard in the office...
- war wif the photocopying machine...continuous paper jam...opening n closing dis n dat cover to remove the papers dat were stuck...hai hao i never gif up...n won..! manage to get it printing smoothly...
- war wif J...Annie was so pissed...its an underground battle...outcome yet to be known....
- war with time..the few of us workin together to print, zap, fold n put the hundreds of letters into the envelopes...not all the letters r mailed out but at least we r done with the printing n zapping...
the worst of today was i DIDN'T GET MY PAY..!!!! HR made a mistake..didnt update my status to have the payment auto by bank...so i will only get my pay at the end of the mth...although only few days later..but...arghhh..im damn broke..!! n i calculated my spendin according to my expected pay-day..HAIZ..!
neway, BaoYun, jenelle n me stayed back for abt 1 hr..Gina gotta go for her sch, dats y she left..after dat we went for Pasta mania @ West Mall...besides the food below, we shared a 7-inch pizza..dere were 2 slices left after we each had 2...they both asked me to finish up....haha...so we decided to play game, but they wana sabo me..end up i had 1 and Bao Yun the other...
with Jenelle..we look so stiff...haha...
ohh...i bought another pair of shoes...but its only ard $26...n i actually wanted to get another pair, but i didnt...so i really did try to control... =b
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today went to St Anne's Church for Anna's baby, Jeremiah's Baptism...so cute....so tiny...Angela was saying she felt so much like having a baby...haha...
left my hse late, so end up taking cab dere(Seng Kang)..ard $25 lor..i can buy a (cheap) pair of shoes....!! and its so damn hard to get a cab at the taxi stand @ JP under the SUPER DUPER HOT sun...duno where all the cabs went...i was seriously melting away lor.............
its been duno how long since i meet up with Angela..if not for today's occasion...we hang out @ Tampines Mall/Century Square...chit chat..gossip..eat...walk ard...and of cos shopping..!
it was supposed to be Angela looking for her shirt-dress...end up she bought a tank top n nail polish...n i bought a bag, 2 bras, a tank top n nail polish...!! arrggghhh...everyting by card of cos, im broke...i do remind myself not be a 'card-slave'... = )
today not bad oreadi..got control..nearly bought a pair of shoes (ard $26) but cos cant tink of clothes dat can match...so gave it a miz....and dis $69 dress...its damn nice lor...and the cutting fits me juz damn rite...but........after much struggle i left the shop w/o the dress.. *sobz*
ohh...n we discussing abt our weight...we both gained weight...! afew days back, i was unwell...doc asked sum qns n one was abt my weight...i cldnt answer him cos i didnt tk note..so i went hm n face the figure on the weighing machine..49kg!!!!!! how can dis happen..!! i shall NOT let it go to 50kg...!! im gonna do sumting abt it..definitely...!!!
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Vanishing thots @ Saturday, February 23, 2008 | back to top
FINALLY i watch Sweeny Todd..!!! being tryin to arrange to watch wif Poh Chuan, but timing alwaz cannot match...so end up i went Cine to watch wif my bro today...b4 dat i went to open my CPF investment acct @ JP..1 more min and the bank is closed..!! hai hao i managed to reach dere b4 dat..otherwise gotta wait for next sat...after the movie met up wif my bro's frenz...Shilin, Jarett, Eugenia, Ryan, Yvonne & Randoff (agar agar spell their names)...went over to heeren to eat the wanton mee..during the movie my bro n i juz ate long john..the 2+1 meal..haha...
im tinking of sellin away my mp3 and digicam..both r gifts from pple..but gadgets always cum up wif new models...Shilin is interestd in my digicam..actually i cant bear to part wif my digicam..its so pretty....!! n i tink its gd oso...haiz..but wun sell it so soon, need $$ to buy new one oso..most prob changing mp3 1st..thot of gettin the model Jarett's usin..$300+..hmm..$$$$ again....
SONY T2 & SAMSUNG YP-P2
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Vanishing thots @ Thursday, February 21, 2008 | back to top
today attended a fire safety prevention talk organized by the company...the talk is good..interesting and informative...but sad oso when the speaker show sum real cases...really very scary...learn alot..felt like havng at least one fire extinguisher at home... *touch wood* some form of protection...
i didnt know its actually not advisable to splash water onto a human body or electrical appliances that has caught fire...for the human body, when the water comes in contact with such high temperature, it will actually leaves large boils on the person...and for burning electrical appliances, it can result in explosion...! for blanket wise..not a very good choice either..it will also catch the fire..and if u shld wrap a burning body with the blanket, and tap on it (tryin to put out the fire), it will actully end up with the blanket sticking onto the person's skin due to high temperature...so imagine after dat, have to remove the blanket along with the skin...
fire extinguisher though doesn't promise 0% damage/injury to the human body, but at least the pain/injury will be much reduced..but dere r 2 kinds of extinguishers, never to use the dry ice type on human bodies....
other tips in escaping a fire includes protecting urself by wetting ur hair (first to catch fire), eyes ( gets irritated easily) and skin (cool down from the surrounding heat)...always run down a building and not up the rooftop (the speaker was jokin dat dere is no helicopter cumin to rescue like wat we see on TV)..carry a water bottle wif u..when u need oxygen, can breath into the bottle..but only last afew sec and can only do it 5-6 times....
i shared all these wif my bro n mum juz now...at least someone else in the family knows all these little knowledge... =)
neway im tinkin of doin a little investment with my CPF b4 1st April (when the new rule sets in that the first $20 000 in the ordinary account wld not be able to use for investment)..juz now went to Clementi with Gina, jenelle & BaoYun to listen to Gina's bf explain abt the investment tingy...Jenelle signed up, only short of opening the investment acct for her CPF ..dis is the part i find a little ma fan...finding time to make a trip down to the bank to open an investment account....but i guess no choice if i want.....
hmmm...for now...im tired...goin to ZzzzzZZ...
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Vanishing thots @ Tuesday, February 19, 2008 | back to top
有人对我说......
不希望我不高兴....
不要因为同情他而跟他在一起..他难过不要紧, 只要我开心就好..我讲他的东西, 他都尽量改了..但是不能完全改掉..就算他不可以做我的男朋友, 他也想保护我..
听了他所说的话, 我没有回应些什么...但心里有一种幸福的感觉..也感动到了...
不是一般的甜言蜜语..因为真的有看到一些他的改变..对他说过的事情有时连自己都忘了, 他却都记得...还有他对我说这些话时, 不太敢看着我的表情....很踏实.......
(15 April 2010: above abt Nick)
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Vanishing thots @ Monday, February 18, 2008 | back to top
it was a funi fun day today...started off in the mornin by playin a little prank on jenelle..Bao Yun took her cup's cover when she wasnt looking and we openly hid it @ my desk area..i happen to be using the same cup as Jenelle...
so she went ard looking for it...she came to my desk twice, i thot she was gonna spot it..but she didnt..!! she even told me her cup cover is missing..and i pretend to ask her where she put it...haha..damn fun...after dat i secretly call Bao Yun, and asked if wana return her the cover..so while Jenelle is away from her desk...Bao Yun quickly put it back under some papers on her desk..
Jenelle's first (and only) suspect was Bao Yun...but of cos deny all the way..even till work ends..haha..
had long lunch @ IMM...from 12+pm to 2+pm...after eating, we did alittle shopping..i bought 2 pairs of heels (okok..i deserve some scolding) and jenelle bought one...
den as 4getful as i can be..i nearly left the office w/o my newly bought shoes..and i was kinda blur..when Jenelle asked me abt my shoes, i thot she was askin if i got changed back frm slippers to heels (got once i went off in my office slippers den had to run back to changed)...i happily point to my feet and say 'neh'..haha...until she gave me a blur look n asked me if i dun wan the shoes dat i bought..den i rem..!!
den went to Chinatown wif my bro...went to get the receipt in order to claim for the luggages i bought dat time..Nets transaction not accepted as receipt... -.- ''' i end up spending $$ again..now DAMN BROKE..which means from tmr till pay day i muz cut down on my eating... = (
i bought another pair of shoes, a dress, a skirt and 3 pairs of shades (one for my bro...another shared by both)...
den on the way back, my bro kept making me laugh..besides cracking lame joke..i was made fun..its all becos of the vending machine..dat time the drinks we wanted all flash sold out..so happen i saw dat he seem to press quite hard and green tea came out...so i had the impression the machine is spoilt..haf to press harder then the drink will cum out..
so today we try again for root beer..i told him to press harder (he oreadi told me it has nuting to do with the strength..really sold out, but i dun believe)..so he did dis exaggerating pose to show dat he is pressin wif all his might..haha..still flash sold out..so we tried another machine..he purposely did same pose and root beer came out! but by den i oreadi accept its really sold out @ the other machine..but too late, my bro took chances to tease me..e.g. the lift button, he say dun press too hard, wait a can of root beer drop out..hahaha..
aiya..its juz really so damn funi......
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Vanishing thots @ Sunday, February 17, 2008 | back to top
laz nite @ work..got dis cust veri funi...he tap me juz to tell me to smile more..he said i look very fierce when i dun smile...so whenever i walk pass him i will specially smile..den his fren sort of disturb me..like ask me pose thumbs up wif a smile for his fren to c..haha..den he oso purposely block my way but act like im blockin his..den i met dis IRRITATING guy..he asked me if i cld be frenz wif him..i said no...he asked y n said only make frenz mah...den i said duno lar, veri paiseh n weird...so happen he knows Nick..den Nick happen to walk over and he told him he wana befren me...den Nick told him im his gf,dun anihow..and he still can say "zuo peng you er yi mah"...den after dat Nick said he jokin only and walk off....
i still said no....den he tell me he let me tink 1st, will cum back to me.. =.=''' wth...so after sum time he asked hows my decision...he went on repeatingly say "zuo peng you er yi mah"...so i repeating say no...end up he said he leave me his number, if i wan den contact him..who knows he go dial his number on my hp..i was kinda pissed...he den delete off his call record in front of me...saying if i really wan den contact him..
who knows..i received a sms frm him today..sayin he still got another record never delete..im damn angry..i delete off after reading..he still mention it was his bday i reject him..be it real or not but its so old sch..like back in sec sch when pple asked for number..den tink today he told Nick he got my number..so i mentioned wat actually happened..n he asked dat guy dun msg me animore..never met such a guy liddat....roll eyes 100 times...
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Vanishing thots @ Saturday, February 16, 2008 | back to top
i knew i forgot to blog abt sumting....here it goes....
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Vanishing thots @ Thursday, February 14, 2008 | back to top
yest went jp wif my bro...bought another pair of shoes...i know i shldnt haf....but........juz cldnt resist...!! i feel so much like shopping.....but no $$$$$$....argggghhh!!
Nick came down n find me...he came in a car instead of his bike..we juz walk ard..den pei him eat @ lavender market...den watch abit of soccer...suddenly i miss catching soccer matches....i miss Zidane..but he's not gonna play animore...den tok awhile...n home...slpt @ 2+am...damn tired.......
juz now went to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd wif Melvin...damn funi lor....hahaha....b4 dat had dinner @ swensen...had sudden craving for salmon and mushroom baked rice.. =)
ohh..dis afternoon we went out to have lunch @ dover area..took the challenge n had curry mutton...waaaaaaaaa....spicy sia..but i like it..it was yummy....so end up i was burning from my lips to my stomach...but worth it lar.....heez...
aniway...been tinkin on and off abt K(=Kid)'s issue...to ask or not to ask....den i decided its a no..i mean..actually i oreadi know the answer..its so obvious...would u do nuting if sumting/sumone matters to u....? moreover when u haf the chance to do so...
i dun wan to be the one initiating aniting...it wld mean nuting to me....
i guess i was juz hoping to get an unexpected answer...which..is.......so impossible.....
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Vanishing thots @ Monday, February 11, 2008 | back to top
today surprisingly got 2 ang baos @ work..one from Bao Yun and another is "Kai Gong ang bao"(or wateva its called)...Poor Bao Yun, in return i gave her a swollen thumb by closing the car door on it!! sumore i stood dere looking at her for afew seconds b4 opening the door to release the thumb..one good ting was i didnt slam the car door, i closed it quite lightly...otherwise.......after dat i kept laughing...i cant help it...cos at 1st i duno y but i thot she closed the door on her own thumb..dats y i didnt react but look at her..wondering y she is so careless..but it was actually me! i really felt bad abt it..but still, sumhow i tink its funi..
neway dere was lion dance performance @ work..dey went to various units of our company starting from level 3..so we went down to c..quite afew hiccups...they lost balance thrice i tink...the back guy cldnt support the lifting of the front guy..once, the lion's head even knock abit onto the door when he fell forward...so they changed the back guy..den merely manage to lift the 'head' up to do the 'cai qing'..it wasnt very nicely done, u c the hand n the penknife out of the head....but overall still entertaining... =)when it came up to our unit, can understand the height of the ceiling has its restriction on the lion dance performance...but they still did it..took grp photo..but wif my colleague's digicam...
went Dragonfly on sat nite..the group was big..Meiting, her bf, Raymond (guest list by him), Melvin (shall not 4get his name again) and other pple from their company...i brought along Yvone and she brought her niece, Grace...
i had fun....drinking...and of cos joking wif my frenz...haha...i haf been waiting for dis self proclaim 'break up drinking session' (obviously its CNY fun gathering)...i felt so much better..most prob its juz psychological tingy...but wateva...as long as im happy.....i hafnt go sing my ktv...waiting for Bon to pei me...
neway...the whole day until now....i felt so uneasy...whirlwind inside me.....cant keep my mind off abt K(=Kid)..i really really really feel so much like asking him............
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Vanishing thots @ Sunday, February 10, 2008 | back to top
会有铁盒的存在是因为放不下他...纸条(和他在一起到分手后,开心的,不开心的,有的,没的,我都把它写下来...),小熊手机吊饰, 戒指,项链...i juz cldnt put a fullstop to K(=Kid)...
今天有很多问他的机会...when he was smoking...when he was playing with our hp...when we were waiting for cab...when we were inside the cab...when he send me up...when i was home.......可是我害怕,也没有把握....所以我没问....
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Vanishing thots @ Friday, February 08, 2008 | back to top
dats my nail art for CNY...not dat wow...not in the mood to do nice nice...dats y i alwaz say mian qiang shi bu hui you xing fu de...c, it applies for even such a small ting...
it wasnt even the nail colour i planned..got kinda lazy, so juz touch up the colour instead of changing..den stick all those crystal tingy..
CNY is gettin more and more boring for me...
yest only went to my aunt's place to eat and hang out...den after dat left for work @ Butter...dere's nobody lor...the MOST at one time is 2 tables...we even ended an hr earlier...we were joking around..walking ard..c the only FEW customers ard dance...the bartenders even end up playing afew rounds of blackjack...really too bored....
the rest below are juz random stuff of yesterday.....
was on my bed listening to my mp3 and got 'attacked by my bro...
was brushing my teeth...1st look @ the duck was grosssssssssss....but den after looking at it again...it looked so ke lian...like so sad...but still im gonna eat it..
as usual..taking pics....in the cab.......
my bro's cam skill.....
gHostLy enuFF...........?????
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Vanishing thots @ Wednesday, February 06, 2008 | back to top
had steamboat for reunion dinner as usual...didnt eat much, feeling kinda full...if my colleagues were here, most prob they wun believe when i say im full..im being projected as a 'small car wif big CC'...recently lunch i have been eating xtra rice from Jenelle or Stephanie..dere was once i had rice from both of them....so whenever i say im full, they will alwaz say "ni ke yi de" ....haha...or "kimmy zen me ke neng zhi chi zhe yang"....jialat sia...
neway...today work ended earlier @ 1pm instead of 3pm.. = ) den in the morning we had a briefing/meeting abt some changes in standard/procedures...Lawrence and me were sitting behind..den after awhile, the both of us were actually sharing an orange and eating pineapple tarts..haha....tell me how to have the courage to step on the weighing machine..
Boss got us deliveries from Oishi Pizza after the briefing...yum yum...!!!
hmmmm...since last night till now..i have been missing him (=Zun)...i know its the wrong thot @ the wrong time...i oso duno y the sudden miss..mayb recently has been goin to JP too much....
i was hesitating abt wishing him happy NY earlier on...i was afraid....of his reaction..though its juz a normal forward wishing msg..but still...wat if he rolls his eyes and get all irritated at the sight of my msg..? i know im tinkin way too much..but im liddat...
mayb sumtimes i really tink too much...recently oso having sum thots over K....shall not say anyting abt it..too much analysis n thots...
neway..in the end, i juz throw in the watever-tinking, and send the msg...surprisingly got a reply from him...and quite a fast one..he was on the way to Malaysia....
ok......i shall stop here...its CNY...im going way off into the wrong topic..wrong mood....
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i actually dozed off in the office..n i tink one of my colleagues Philip saw...or did Mark see too..? i was staring at the computer screen...tinking abt wat to do with the address for one of the invoice...so....staring and tinking.....the next moment......i woke up in a slight fright....cos as my head was nodding down i thot i saw Boss walking towards me...!! who was actually Philip lar...he was goin to pass me the exam papers..i duno if he saw...but hai hao not Boss..otherwise a bigger OOOPS....
today had almost 2hrs of lunch...drove out to west coast to eat...den on the way back to office, lawrence needed to buy sumting (cigarettes lar)..so end up we had dessert @....was it dover area??
after work met Jeanette @ outram to collect my Shu Umera eyelash curler & make up remover...dat time she had certain % discount, so help me buy..den after dat supposed to bring ZiCheng go Butter interview..But he had change of mind..
so end up wif my bro @ JP...den mum came over and had her haircut...i didnt haf the courage to bring her to where i would see him...
she went to Jantzen...so-so only...she didnt really like the haircut...but no worries...my bro and me will help her make it better.. =)
den acc her to NTUC to do some last min shoppin...i reach hm ard 11pm..DAMN TIRED.........................
bon's flyin back to HK in afew hrs later........yet another festive holidays w/o her.....
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Vanishing thots @ Monday, February 04, 2008 | back to top
work ended late...i left office ard 6.45pm...was looking and trying to figure out the finance report with Boss...question marks to be find out tmr....went NTUC wif my mum to get all those food for reunion dinner...im so damn tired....................
neway...yest meet up wif Bon..supposed to meet at 2pm but she only woke up at ard 1pm..i was ALMOST ready to get out of the house...rain-stop-rain...dat was the weather frm preparation till waiting for time to pass..cos we were meeting 2hrs later.. -.-'''
end up..i juz grab the umbrella and went to find Edwin @ Far East..so happen the day b4 he told me he will be doin part time over dere...so slack @ the shop he worked in..Bon was sooo blur..she juz walk pass the shop and heading nowhere..haha..i had to go out and stop her..
den we went upstairs to eat beef bee hoon..but it wasnt filling..we were still hungry...so went to eat again @ Bugis TCC...i love dis beef mozza tofu..yum yum!!!! next stop we went to the library...it has been afew months since i last visited the library....Bon headed home after dat cos she gotta pack her luggage..
it was only 8+pm..so early...so i went to find Edwin again..den juz slack awhile till the shop closes..den acc him, Jacky n his gf to eat...of cos i didnt eat again lar.....
ohhh..i finally got to know Edwin's age..juz as i guessed,he was younger than me..but he still doesnt wana tell me who told him abt the flower tingy (Villa Bali)...
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Vanishing thots @ Saturday, February 02, 2008 | back to top
Yest @ work, Yap said my face is more round..........arghhhhhhh!!!! i knew it man..im really getting FAT...
hmmm..im so tired....laz nite worked Butter..was put to a new station instead of the usual ones..it was quite busy..pple juz grabbing me to order drinks when i was walking towards the bar...den gotta rem who order wat and which bills not yet in/out...Edwin keep on disturbing me..duno y he say i very hip hop laz nite..so whenever he walk pass me, he will "yo" & do the hand signal..hahaha.....
Nick went back Malaysia yest...i shldnt haf answer y he wasnt @ work...kena bombed/teased dat i surely know his whereabouts...
Butter will be opened during CNY period..i haf decided to work Chu 1 & 2...pay is 1.5 leh...y not....for the sake of my beloved $$$$$$.....
i haf done calculations...$$ out dis month is damn high...almost sucking all of my day time pay..so really muz work more of Butter...im tinking shld i work on Sat oso, besides Chu 1 & 2....
and i guessed i cant dye my hair dis month...unless...sumwhere along the way i can see xtra $$..but unlikely lar....HAIZ.....
and i dun tink i can do shopping oso....wat a sad February for me.........!!!!!!
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it was a funi fun day today...started off in the mornin by playin a little prank on jenelle..Bao Yun took her cup's cover when she wasnt looking and we openly hid it @ my desk area..i happen to be using the same cup as Jenelle...
went to lao yu sheng with my colleagues on the 12th...its a day earlier than the actual one..but no choice cos dat day dere were more pple at the office..17 of us went...got these 2 sets of $188 set meal @ a coffeeshop @ ghim moh..the food not bad..we ate till very full..even da bao the noodle back.. 
the pics doesnt look very nice..becos of the location and also i was busy eating....the shark fin soup is nice.....!! 
the longan dessert is too sweet though..so dun really like it..its very fun when all of us squueze together to lao the yu sheng..den evryone were sayin exaggerating stuff like 10 mths bonus....hitting a certain high figure for our targets..blahblah... 
today surprisingly got 2 ang baos @ work..one from Bao Yun and another is "Kai Gong ang bao"(or wateva its called)...Poor Bao Yun, in return i gave her a swollen thumb by closing the car door on it!! sumore i stood dere looking at her for afew seconds b4 opening the door to release the thumb..one good ting was i didnt slam the car door, i closed it quite lightly...otherwise.......
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