yest @ the wake, i saw a pic of my uncle in his 20s..
he's really gd lookin..moreover he can speak English...
he must b a heart-throb during his time...
they were oso sayin how much he looked like my grandma..
& dat she was a beautiful lady, looked like Caucasian, ..
tmr my uncle will b ashes & memories..
his place in my heart remains..
but he will b far beyond my reach...
juz like the sky, so clear right in front of my eyes..
but i can never touch...
i feel so uncomfortable..
if only our hearts can be taken out..even for juz a day or two...
den my heart need not be connected to me...
& i will juz put it back another day...
IF ONLY.............
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