my favourite teams for World Cup lost matches recently..
now i cant even go where i wana go..
suppose to go Universal Studio dis fri..
but tix were sold out...haiz..
i juz wana focus on other stuff..stuff dat makes me happy..
but look wat happens...
two days back i went to visit my uncle after class..
went wif my mum, aunt & Eric...
my cousin called me dat day to update on my uncle's condition..
he can't recognize pple & dere's stuff flowin out of his tummy..
on Thurs..i saw my dad with teary eyes & shaken voice..
i told myself not to cry in front of him...
but on sat when i saw my uncle lying dere..in a daze..
with the Buddhist charm playin in the background...
i know im losing him soon...i feel sad & afraid..
so afraid his breathing juz stops...he's breathin so hard...
for a moment he opened his eyes wide..recognizing me..
den he falls into daze again..
my heart went even heavy when he reach out his hand and held mine..
but he couldnt speak..nor smile..nor haf the strength to write..
i cldnt figure out wat he is tryin to say..
in March doc says he has 6 mths..den 3 mths in May..but wat is happenin now..
did time play cheat & forwarded itself..?
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two days back i went to visit my uncle after class..
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