ice cream is a mood lifter..
when im happy, eatin ice cream makes me happier..
so sumtimes when im down..i eat ice cream...
今天我非常不开心..i had to haf a tub of Ben & Jerry's..
Surian drove me to get the ice cream b4 sendin me hm..
but he didnt know im not happy..
life is juz so funi..i was so happy on fri abt jay's concert..
juz afew days..& shit happens..
28 Oct 07, i wrote dis:
"i had always believe or feel dat i cant be too happy at any part of my life..its like whenever i feel really happy or everything is going very smoothly, den surely sumting bad/unhappy will happen.."wat more can i say..
yest my cousin called to say my uncle is in the hosp again....
dere's fluid in his lungs..left class & cab dwn to c him...
he had a bad bruise on his right eye..
fell abt 3 times the past week..?
he told me he feels dizzy at times..so he fell..
the ting is when he falls, he didnt know he fell..
his treatment ended on 28/04..suppose to know results on 13/05..
& now..the doc says dere's fluid in his lungs..
dis is a very bad sign isn't it?...
i juz feel so lost all of a sudden...
dat time was my exam period when i heard abt my uncle's cancer..
now..im in the midst of havin to do an assignment due on 18th..
50% of my grade..plus a grp presentation on 25th, the other 50%..
plus work still goes on..
but i really really dun feel like doin anything...
i feel so tired..
n im afraid to go c my uncle..im an ostrich..
P.S. It's San's Birthday today...oreadi send my wishes to her..
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ice cream is a mood lifter..
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