Jenelle, Annie & Kangaroo asked me nt to give up on the exams..
Jenelle even called me, but i cldnt tok..
appreciate the concerns...
Aaron says to manage my time well..
so i was tinkin abt balancin btn exams n my uncle..
today, I told myself i can do it..
i push myself to do up preparation for my exams..
but its so hard...i spend hours juz to do 1 qn..
i cant focus..my mind keeps goin blank..
its so frustratin, i duno wat to do..
i duno if my uncle is feelin better today..
can i not prepare for the exams..?
can i not pretend today is like any normal day..?
can i not be strong..?
i know its not the end of the world..
but dere's a hole in my heart..
n im so mentally exhausted....
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