actually got quite afew stuff to blog the past few days....
but no chance to use the comp...
bits by bits here n dere den.......wateva cums to my mind...oh, i missed Pushing Daisies last Sunday.. =(
was upset/pissed the other day...
n Eric got me dis little surprise... ^.^
n a reminder (filled wif goodies) to bring back my belongings frm work..
it was a super duper busy day for me on Mon...
esp with the copier machine jamming non-stop...
i nearly have to stay back to finish up my work...
all thanks to my Charlie & Angels... **seriously hearts them to bits**
they help me rush my stuff till the very last minute (juz in time its done b4 company bus drives off)...
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was Eric's 21st bday yest.....
getting his bday present was not ez...
felt like Rina was abt to kill me in the shop...haha...
but i juz dun wana get the belt..
n the polos n tees dat i wan juz doesn't have the rite size..!!
nearly vomit blood though..
imagine leaving the shop n goin back again..lolz..
i sux @ celebrating pple's bday...juz not the plannin type of person..
played sum games @ Bugis arcade..
den sit down n tok crap..
n the looong bus ride to clementi... *bon, does all these sounds familiar??
ohhh..b4 i 4get....
for the 4TH TIME dat we try..
finally got to eat the chicken rice @ Lucky Plaza..!! haha...
Gina kept teasing me today...
instead of saying Eric's name, she juz kept using the word B O Y F R I E N D...
i duno y, but im so not use to the word.....
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dis entry is gonna b wordy..
but tmr im gonna collect my hp back...
den it will be pics time..!
went into alittle coma today...
slpt for 11hrs....? didnt know i was so tired...
Fri was a dumbo day for me...
was rushin to do materials the whole day..
while i was packin up, i duno when or how i cut my finger..
until i saw blood stains on the files..
thankfully its the files, i cld wipe off..
if its papers, den i guess its OT time to do re-print..
den...after work i realize i left my wallet in the office after i alight the company bus...
n the ting is i did check my bag b4 i left..!! guess i was checkin blindly.. >.<
Kris offered me her ez-link, but i cant be w/o my wallet till Mon...
n Josephine was teasing me, saying w/o Evelyn checkin on me, i really 4get stuff behind..
Evelyn was on leave..everyday b4 i go off..she will check on me...
"hp take already? wallet? shoes changed oreadi?"
end up i haf to ma fan Jesreel to drive out n pass me my wallet..
work @ Butter was tiring..esp on Fri...
i was supposed to be same station as Justine, but she didnt turn up (she said she LS)..
hai hao Nas on & off came n help me..
last week dere's dis cust who left me his number..askin me to msg him..
i didnt do so...
dis week had cust askin me to be frenz wif his fren..asked me 2/3 times?..
i said no..he's not irritating or unpleasant to the eyes..
its simply becos im juz not used to givin my number to strangers..
unless same workplace/sch or frenz' fren...etc...
den sum1 even said dat he tinks im the hottest waitress dere..
these words reach my ears n r auto filtered as "flowery words"...
* flowery is diff frm sweet...flowery words r not acceptable..
i simply answered him cos alot of staff not workin today (its true, we were short of staff dat day)..
gave 2 custs my msn..
well...msn is fine...it has its limitation...
hmmm..r the custs too bored..?
haizzzzzzzzz...
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How do u simplify tings dat had gone complicated?
How do u untie a dead knot?
How not to feel afraid when u r insecure?
How not to feel down when u foresee sumting sad?
i duno how...
unless i can reverse time...
den tings wldn't go complicated..
n i wun haf a dead end to cut off..
den i wun feel insecure abt havin to make a decision..
w/o havin to make the decision, no one wld be upset i guess...
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dis pic/MMS stopped my tears the very 1st time..but not the 2nd...
Nick says im a strong gal, dat i wun cry..it was comfortin, n i didnt cry the 1st time..but nt the 2nd..
i juz cldnt hold my tears anymore..guessed yest was too much for me to take in a day..dad's in SGH again..same prob as previous time...
mum says he is better today..most prob too much alcohol intake...
yest was supposed to meet Melvin to catch Chronicles of Narnia...
he already booked the tix...but i didn't go...went hm str from SGH...was damn pissed n upset...i was cryin my eyes out.....
neva felt so insulted in my life b4...NEVA!
"....in my eyes, u r juz a bimbo, a vase...." my own elder bro said (not joke) dat...
seriously...WTF....!
the very first person who (indirectly) said i was a BIMBO was my sec sch principal, MRS LEE BEE YAN... "dun b such a bimbo", i never 4got her words till dis day..who r u to judge if i'm a bimbo..?
do u live inside me? u know my thots?
or do u follow me 24hrs? u see everything dat i haf done?
obviously no rite..?!
arggghhh..!!
tings aren't goin on very well..
work kept piling up..throwing more tings for me to do..
kinda stressed up.. =(
n my hp is goin crazy....no sound all of a sudden..no ringing tone, n worst, i cant hear pple tok when they called...
can tings get any better..? P~L~E~A~S~E.............?
dis morning the rain was damn heavy..
even with umbrella, my bag, back n legs were wet... -.- '''
received greetings frm Melvin n Nick which made me felt betta... =)
actually was kinda surprise to receive early morning sms frm Nick..
so sweet of him, as usual....
neway went IMM with Evelyn after work..i dun haf a deprived childhood, i juz love Hello Kitty...
**i have resized too small when merging them..but lazy to re-adjust properly..
Love Triangle? new love of Dear Daniel?? 
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dis packet of bee hoon is $2...not dat its ex...
But...it had an embarassin happening..
as usual when i go down to buy breakfast, i dun bring my wallet..
brought sum loose change, tinkin of buying sandwich..
ended up tempted by the bee hoon...
n after choosing the ingredient, den i realize I'm 20cents short...!!
i can simply go up office but still, i got alittle panick..
who knows the uncle says $1.80 is fine..
but so malu..!!!
i wanted to return the 20cents after dat..but really damn paiseh...
can i juz treat the uncle gif me discount??..
supposed to watch Kungfu Panda wif Melvin...but i totally 4got..
so when Reez asked me to watch wif him dis thurs, i said ok.. **ok, i made a mess
but nw, im not watchin with either of them..
cos i caught it wif Eric @ JP today...
he actually wanted to catch Sex n the City...But.................. =P
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finally breakfast back to normal on Fri... =)
was kinda nervous on Fri..
cos i went alone to collect swap samples frm a client..
my 'toolbox' (looks like goin for picnic or bbq)...
so many pairs of eyes lookin at me as i collect the samples..
i had to pretend n stay claim....i was so afraid my hand will shake n they will c..!!
but so far...everyting seems fine..hope nuting goes wrong..
dats my lunch on fri..tom yam maggie mee + hotdog bun...
cant really tk spicy food, but i kinda like tom yam.. =)
nuting much @ butter on fri n yest..
except Chris n Nas came back to work..
wonder when they will work again...
neway i was so tired, i woke up at 5+pm on sat...
is the dumpling festival today..?or was it yest..?nvm when..i fulfilled my craving for Nonya dumpling... =)
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haven't been having breakfast for the past few days..
duno y these few mornings when i wake up i wld have stomach pain...
real pain kind...n i can't do aniting except wait for the pain to go away..
it's quite sum time oreadi since i was last on time for work...... X_X
today not suppose to be late...Eric gave me an unexpected morning call..
but becos of the stomach pain...wasted time resting alittle..
so....goodbye to my company bus again.....
was feeling hungry in the office..
hai hao Evelyn happen to buy me dis packet of soya milk... =)
after work went for ard 2hrs of training @ Butter..
was hungry (again) n tired....
but not dat bad...Bernard was funi...
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mouth can say a thousand words...
but its the action at the end of the day dat concludes everyting..
his action/reaction totally doesn't match wat he told me afew days back..
pure disappointment straight frm the heart...
its either a misunderstanding all these while dat he knows me well..
or i m right abt my guess.......
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evelyn gave dis packet of roasted milk-tea sachet (from Taiwan..?)... its SO DAMN NICE..!!
i love the aroma and taste...
went Dover area for lunch..
joined my colleagues to buy 4D & 2 Scratch-it cards..
4D no luck...but won $2 for scratch-it..lolz..
if only its $10000 dat i won.....$$$$$$$$$$$$$
was kinda 4getful/blur, thot today suppose to go down IMM with Evelyn to tk pics with Hello Kitty..
its actually next Wed..
sumore i was the one who chose 11th, Wed.. -.-'''
no wonder Evelyn jokes abt cookin pig's brain for me..n one day i may 4get where i live..
end up went town for dinner wif Eric..
he arrived pretty late..but he gave me a surprise gift...
i was so taken back dat i went blank..my emotions juz totally dun match my expression..
i didn't look surprised or excited, n i appear as if i accepted the gift for the sake of accepting it, not at all interested in it....
BUT.................i was really surprised, and i was curious wat he got for me..juz dat i dun haf the habit of opening presents in front of the giver..
n when he got me to open up....how can i not like the present....?
its Hello Kitty doll looking so damn cute..........!
i love it...! its so pretty..n moreover its of a surprise..... =)
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i juz realize i was a little emo yest..
mayb too much tokin wif Bon laz nite.. *ok, dats bullshit...i LOVE u bon!!!
she never hides her comment/criticism towards me..
but dats wat makes the frenship works i guess...rather than hypocritical 'gal-frens' who smiles n laugh with u...
but stabs u behind...real hard...
i received a compliment frm Bon last nite though..
mayb i should go buy more of the scratch-it cards..or 4D...could be my lady luck cuming..... **strike it rich!
dis is damn random..but I LOVE MY DOG..!!!
its damn hard to tk a decent pic with her..
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my breakfast for today..
was kinda nervous abt the BTT today..
so food was kinda off my mind...
Jenelle n me left office slightly early..hopped into the cab and off to BBDC..
finished the trail test in a very short time..
the instructor stopped us when we were abt to leave..
he commented we r very fast..n asked if we were student/private candidate..
becos we were private, so we only had a set of booklet to try..
he den asked us to practice again..i told him i oreadi done twice (Jenelle was kinda surprised)..
no point doin the same ting again....
so he let us go..
i was kinda scared i pass the trial but fail the real one..
BUT...taadaaa....
so happy...... =)
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y the hesitation when the green man is still on...
once the green man turns red...u missed the chance of crossing the road....
its not only abt the turn missed for crossing over,but oso missing the tings dat r supposingly to follow thru if u had crossed the road at the very moment...
as my heart wonders, it hurts wif every beat knowing dat im gonna lose him..
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n a reminder (filled wif goodies) to bring back my belongings frm work..
it was a super duper busy day for me on Mon... .jpg)
was Eric's 21st bday yest.....
i sux @ celebrating pple's bday...
supposed to catch it with him..
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my face is gettin rounder...lose weight time!!!
his idea to act cute...
dun mess ard wif us...
great expression..?
totally regret it...not dat its not nice..
ohh..b4 i 4got..poor Eric is down wif fever...
dis pic/MMS stopped my tears the very 1st time..but not the 2nd...
Love Triangle? new love of Dear Daniel?? 
dis packet of bee hoon is $2...not dat its ex...
supposed to watch Kungfu Panda wif Melvin...but i totally 4got..
finally breakfast back to normal on Fri... =)
so many pairs of eyes lookin at me as i collect the samples..
dats my lunch on fri..tom yam maggie mee + hotdog bun...
is the dumpling festival today..?or was it yest..?
was feeling hungry in the office..
evelyn gave dis packet of roasted milk-tea sachet (from Taiwan..?)... its SO DAMN NICE..!!
was kinda 4getful/blur, thot today suppose to go down IMM with Evelyn to tk pics with Hello Kitty..
i was so taken back dat i went blank..
its damn hard to tk a decent pic with her..
was kinda nervous abt the BTT today..
so happy...... =)
tried dis @ Long John Silver..
Fri was only at the office for afew hrs..
and a little teabreak..
busy @ Butter on fri nite...
tmr is my BTT..BUT i haven't study yet..
I love surprises.
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