juz went to Bukit Timah area for dinner with Nick..and a little chit chat @ my hse area...
yest went to watch The Leap Years @ Vivo with Melvin...the movie let me tink thru certain stuff...
after the show, went boat quay to eat..n off to KTV pub...only had 2 jugs of beer, but damn bloated....
left @ 1+am...
only slpt at 4+am..so i was kinda stone in office..and so damn lazy in the morning, i was tinkin of takin MC/leave....but i didnt lar...threw myself into the cab and wasted ard $20... >.<
sumtimes i juz wan a shoulder to lean on...but not say wats bothering me...i know wats the problem, n usually i oso have the possible solutions...but juz wan sum1 to be dere..
i was glad he Zun was dere for me to lean on and the silly jokes to make me laugh.....n unexpectedly, it wasn't awkward at all...
neway laz nite i finally had the courage to msg K (=Kid) n asked him the qn i haf wanted to ask...he didnt reply till dis afternoon when i sms him again..
his reply is no answer at all...but frm dere, i self-derived an answer..
perhaps its time to put a fullstop to it....
how many 5 yrs can be given in exchange for commitment..? it can be countless numbers of 5 yrs...or even infinity..
commitment will neva b dere unless u choose it...n hold it deep into ur heart...
everyting will be fine...
wat didnt kill me will only make me stronger....
i truly believe in dat.........
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