
Juz nw went Bt Timah to eat with Bon...actually i haf already taken dinner plus a slice of cake @ hm..but i still went..had the fried udon..damn full after dat...i haf a pic of Bon, damn funi de..but i shall hold it 1st..c when den i publish it out..hahaha...
Bon kept sayin im becumin more and more man....m i?..
neway juz nw 1 of our sec sch fren Sumiko saw me..i was kinda surprise she spot me out in the dark, sumore i was wearin a cap...den i did sumting real dumb..after sayin hi, instead of askin abt hows tings goin on for her,i asked "did u c Bonita?" ...den i saw Bon, said bye and walk off...
she muz b tinkin im the weirdest n most unfrenly ex-classmate she ever had...

on n off, i wld juz haf sudden thots of the words he (=Zun) said dat nite...it makes me happy...he said it out unintentionally..but be it said out of a man's ego or sumwhere true frm his heart...its the kind of words dat r truly sweet to my ears...but he doesnt know...
i alwaz thot other than K (=Kid), i wun put my face aside n say/ask tings dat i usually wun..i alwaz believe guys shld be more initiative..to make the move...but for K, i gotta behave like a guy @ times...dats when i'll tell myself, face is lost but at least i did my part..i try to fight for wat i wan...though the ending is nt up to me..
but after wat he said, i decided he's another guy im willin to put my face aside..den i started to tink back abt our break up..actually it was partly caused by me...it was all for the pride...HAIZ..........
aniway...sumting i muz really voice out...a man shld b like a man...i seriously cant stand man who behaves like a gal in order to please or get attention...
i m not a man..nor m i a lesbian..so i dun need another 'gal' to revolve ard me..
know the limit to give in...know where to draw ur own line..be firm..im not alwaz rite...giving in all the way even when i didnt ask for it juz make me feel/see how weak u r..n its a total turn off..NEVER a plus point...
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