[28/03/08]
witness a fire 2 blks away frm my hse when i was on my way hm...so scary...u c pple making phone calls for help i guess..but yet the fire engine doesnt seem to arrive yet...evry second is damn panicky..the windows crack n fell to the ground..i wondered if anyone is trapped inside..thankfully,no one is injured...
firemen to the rescue........
took a short nap after dat n went for work @ Butter..K same station as me again...he told me he most prob quitting, too tiring with his day job...
he disturb me as usual during work..when doin closing, we were bickering as usual...he cut into conversation btn Chris n me...den suddenly Chris asked wat r/s is K and me having...i was abit stun, so i didnt say aniting..den K went to joke abt us havin a complicated r/s...
he asked me to walk beside him...sit next to him...cos i tend to walk behind him...sit a little distance away frm him....
while waiting for transport...we were tokin along wif Chris, Hui Lee n Owen...den duno y Hui Lee suddenly asked if K n me r couple...dis time neither him or me said aniting...
i wondered wat was it dat caused the qns from Chris and Hui Lee....
den he sms me when he's hm....
[29/03/08]
went out with wilson..he wanted to watch movie..but i slpt till damn late..so only had dinner n walk ard abit..he left for work 1st, den i went to meet K @ clarke quay mrt..he oso work 11pm..
we walked to Butter..on the way non-stop bickering..at a point i was alittle pissed when he told me to go in seperately...he dun wana b misunderstood..cos he wasn't the one who went out wif me..
we stopped to tok + squabble at the riverside as its a little too early..the words he told me..surprised me...i was alittle taken back....but i duno if he said them frm his heart....and the way he compared points towards Nick...i so much wanted to ask him direct...but i didn't haf the courage....
i needed to be alone to tink...wished i need not go for work...i asked him to go in 1st...he gave a lame excuse n stayed wif me a little longer..we went in 2gether...
other than break time i met him outside..we didnt haf much interaction...i was tinkin abt him leavin butter..as he was mentioning it again today...
half of me hope he wld stay...but the other half rather he quits..cos he is overworkin himself.....
[30/03/08]
i woke up feelin sad...tinkin...if he really leaves Butter...wld it be end of everyting.....wld it actually be gd..?
but i cant help but wonder y muz he alwaz cum n go liddat......
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