yest i cldnt tink at all...i cldnt do anyting abt it...except wait...
dis morning i woke up...tinking...all the way...till i was on the train..when i realise i left my hp on the bed...i hate it when i 4get my phone..i feel so uncomfortable w/o my phone...
my cough is juz not getting any better...i vomited my lunch and dinner......i muz be coughing real bad in office..Big Boss asked me to c the doc again..ask if i got drink liang teh, pi pa gao.etc...she ask me to try anyting...c if it helps....haiz...
after work..i started tinking again...on and off im tinkin..tinkin wat m i doin..wat shld i b doin..
im figuring his (=Zun) thots..i tink im rite..but yet...i hope im wrong...

为何让自己心痛...为何呢?...................我也不明白.....
i need to fix it up........its unbearable.......
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