i didnt slp at all laz nite..it was the battle of the heart and mind...whether to trust wat seems so fake to believe....
Nick came down and find me...to cheer me up..he did make me laugh but...once back home my mind juz cant rez and my heart juz messed up...
went to work like a zombie dis morning..my eyes were so damn panda like..work goes on...was suppose to meet Nick for dinner @ Vivo...but end up due to some confusion of idea about sending me hm and letting me rez, i went to meet Bon @ Bugis for dinner and catch up time instead...
i love Bon..only she will be so damn honest about her opinion...i knew i was wrong...but i juz cant help it...haiz....im now still in a weird-confused-messed up-blank feeling....i duno wat to do next...
called but no content and short...
words from msgs are sweet but not wat i wana see...
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