when i reached my blk juz now after work..i saw this boy from the 4th floor..wats the big deal abt dis..?well, its been sumtime since i saw him and this boy freak me out b4..! hmm..let me describe him first..i tink he shld be in upper primary or the most, lower sec..duno malay or chinese..erm..on the meaty side, i tink taller than me..or was it same height..?
B4 the incident, i saw this boy afew times..he wld alwaz smile to me and of cos i wld smile back to him..the incident was there's dis once..(juz a rough memory, cant rem exactly) instead of going to his own floor..he went to my floor..and got out of the lift with me..i was shock..he waved bye to me and all but he didnt leave..he was like seeing me walk towards my unit (i lived rite at the end)..i was so scared..i mean wat is he trying to do..?call me a scare-dy cat or watever, i told my dad abt it..my dad went out of the hse (he was still at my floor)..he ran off when my dad started to question him..
so juz now when i saw him, i hesitate taking the same lift as him...still a little scared..i didnt look at him at all in the lift until he got out..smiled twice to me though, once when he got out and another when he turned back again b4 the lift moves up...
Neway..my mum juz lost her job..wat's next...? how many unhappy tings muz happen..? sumore one after another..i had always believe or feel dat i cant be too happy at any part of my life..its like whenever i feel really happy or everything is going very smoothly, den surely sumting bad/unhappy will happen..its as if 'Happy' cant be on the heavier side of the weighing scale..'Unhappy' must fight for balance..haiz..i need more 'Happy'....!!!
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