this entry is full of crap..thots jumping out of here and dere...u might wana close the browser now..finally today get to work with Nana..so happy...but too bad today too busy to sit down and tok cock...but still manage to get sum laughter...but sad ting is she submit her resignation..so she will be gone from work near end Nov..hmm..shld i go or stay for the pro-rated 13th mth..?Suddenly thot of 2 movies watched...I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry, which is so funi..and Balls Of Fury, which is not very nice..hmm..these few days is/gonna be very no life...cos super duper broke...! so after work can only go home..tmr and wed working noon shift, so still can gif myself an excuse dat i cant go out...D&D coming this sat..theme is colour..duno wat to wear..might be goin shopping with some frenz on thurs..today met this lady at work..got to know dat she actually has cancer..its at the early stage but still, the way she speaks and smile, u probably wun tell she has any illness... **feel like giving her a hug..im the kind of person who hides prob/issue (in real life not in this blog lar where i complain and grumble)....unless i want it made know..if i wana hide sumting, i make sure no one can tell..and i manage to do so, pple say im the 'no worries/problem type'..everyday like so happy..i wish everyday im really so happy..but too bad life is not a smooth sail...sum pple say im strong, sum see me as a 'Tofu'..the 'tofu' side mostly cums from my appearance lar..pple who sees me as strong are those i share my problems with, and usually i share them after they have becum history..so they were surprise they cldnt tell i went thru dis and dat..but i duno wat kind of person i m..soft on the outside, strong on the inside or the other way round..? or im juz basically a tofu..? **wateverAniway there's once this guy (Tian Xin) who manage to tell i had prob even though i was laughing and playing ard with my frenz at my previous part time job...i was shocked and touched, the way he mention abt his observation..he is the 3rd and last guy to touch my heart..its not easy to make me touch..pple say im heartless....but appreciation and touch are two very diff levels..i may super appreciate wat u have done but doesnt mean i will be touched by it...i had a guy fren who asked me this b4 "usually i do dis/dat, the gals will be touched..but not u..y r u liddat?" ..wat can i say to him besides "because im not them ar"....?hmm..mayb its wat Nicky had comment abt his guess on my character..dat i think like a man but work like a woman..interesting comment eh..
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