iM feeLin daMn LousY noW...i jUz found out dat im NOT entitiled to the profit sharing end of dis month..when i got to know it, i was like "WAT THE F*CK"...for dat very minute, my mind was in a total mess..i mean, i withdraw my resignation for the sake of the $$..when i submit my resignation, everyone was like saying how stupid i was not to wait for the profit sharing though i WILL BE GETTING pro-rated amt..so after sum thot, and for the sake of $$, i decided to withdraw my resignation...now wat..i guess i was really stupid to withdraw my resignation..and the fact i cant change or do anyting seriously drives me crazy..my frenz felt bad abt it for asking me to stay, they didnt know confirmation after 30th june wun b entitled, though i joined in the first half (mid may) of the year..but i cant blame them..afterall who made the final decision..? ME..!there r pple who tell me stuff like "never mind lor, wait for 13th month"..i really duno how to make them understand dat this profit sharing affects me alot..i endured at my workplace for it..and the $$ i thot i wld be getting..it all sums up to NUTING..i was oso told to wait for next year april's profit sharin..pls, im not going to stay till dat long..TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE..anyway, yesterday i am so idiot..i was meeting Bon to go for a movie..cos i got the free tix tingy, and im goin to treat her..so i happily left the house with the stuff i bought for her frm taiwan (finally i rem to bring for her)..den only @ Raffles place i suddenly rem i left the tix at my table where i reminded myself to put into my bag...at dat point of time im like "aRGGGHHhh"..really 'beat chest' sia..! But as Bon had said, if i rem, den i wun be kimmy liao..haha...End up we went to Chinatown to eat and as usual tok abt the happenings we had...HAIZ.............................................really really very lousy mood...... = (
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